babylove.

listen : beautiful liar - beyonce feat shakira

i had a great tuesday. i felt like school ended fast today and it felt amazing. haha, anyway. went to pizza hut at j8 with BL to have lunch. i had baked rice and baby had spaghetti. hehe. our add-ons were some chicken drumlets and garlic breads plus one yummy warm chocolate cake with chocolate ice-cream. superb coolness! it was good and i eventually feel really full at the end of the day. maybe i should plan on having our anniversary at pizza hut. the ambience is nice and its just oh-so-comfortable. lols. took the train home and on the way on the NEL, i just can't stop laughing. i kept giggling, giggling and giggling like f*. i don't know why, but i seriously can't stop. hahaha, BL believes that our laughing gas had just went off. lols, i was talking - he smiled , he giggle - we laughed our hearts out. :) it was such a pain, i laughed too much & it was funnnyyyyyy! anyway, nenek & atok went home la! hais, im missing them. prolly gonna visit them this weekend with dad, mum and all. heee. right now, im playing some computerized UNO game with baby and 2 computer players. im currently in a frust cause the stupid CP players are just sucky! they keep on giving me skips, reverse & draws. & my card sucks! this game is eating my heart out. slapping myself out of my seat constantly. f*ing CP players are playing among themselves and i seem to be the loser in the game. darn! i've quit. hahaha. ohh yes, sunday was a bliss. :) thank you zila! i love you, mwah! hee. & boy, the day was great with you. i love you boyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.

What Munirah Means

You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated.
You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you want.
You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way!

You are a very lucky person. Things just always seem to go your way.
And because you're so lucky, you don't really have a lot of worries. You just hope for the best in life.
You're sometimes a little guilty of being greedy. Spread your luck around a little to people who need it.

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something.
You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense.
You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.
Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.
Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.

What's" Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

hmmmm, what am i suppose to realise here?

BABY LOVE, HAPPY BIRTHDAY BIG BOY!

BL did came over just now and we gave him a big suprise. bought a small, tiny Oreo Mousse cake while mum cooked pratas with egg and jempots2. haha. i lit the big candle and walked out of my kitchen singing him a song together with mum. BL smiled sweetly. :0 after having lunch and done with the cake, we told BL to open his present and which he did. He begins to uncover the brown wrapping paper of mine. haha! im no good at wrapping but atleast i tried to be creative - thanks to mummy. too bad i could not find my rolls of lots and lots of beautiful wrapping papers which i've been buying everytime i went out. pffffffffft! anyway, BL was delighted. hehe. wanna guess what's inside? mum, adik and me actually shared the sum to get the 3 gifts - a green mini-cooper display car, a goldlion wallet and an arsenal jersey (specially picked). & plus the arsenal engraved tag that i bought for him, which he has already been wearing since our anniversary. :) anyway, i hope you have fun love. Happy 18th birthday. Now that you're big boy, you're legal for almost everything - dont change. i enjoy being with who you are and i love this 'you' of yours. Guys, good luck for tmrw's game! i'll be supporting you from my booths! woooohoooo! go team go! BL, good luck!

as promised to upload. :)

stop the silence, its eating my brains out. it hurts to see the reality.

shagged, & im hungry. BL's meeting some friends and later, coming over (prolly). going over to pasir ris later at night- attending mum's friend's chalet. :0 hohoho, lets hope of something good coming my way. WAAAAAAAAAAA! i dont think im ever going for that art fest cause im busy for tonight and that goes for tmrw's. having some things to do for that soccer carnival. from morning to 5. :) im still patiently watching from far and i'll just keep sitting still.

listen: bonnie & clyde - jay z & beyonce okay, my day was great and it's finally thursday! haha, yest had EVM test and i think, the paper was okay (though i do forgot certain impt stuffs) but wth, i can do it. anyway, lesson was 3 hours for me. went home with shasha & isma, and otw shasha had to grab some stuffs at watson. took about 30 minutes and then we left for home. shasha took the per-usual bus, while me and isma took the train home. haha, isma was supposed to chase the train that had just arrived but she gave up half-way cause she's scared of getting trapped in between the doors. haha. i was bored and i played my psp all the way during the train-ride. meet up with mum & cousins at cp to grab lunch @ banquet. then, went to metro to get something and head home. :) right now, im feeling so free to blog and i shall post on my very, very previous outings. sunday ( BL's post-birthday celeb/ family day) went to Henderson waves, mount Faber and vivoc with dad, mum, adik & BL. got there by dad's little yellow van. drop off at telok belangah and walk our way through henderson wave. we walked through the brigde and i swear, the scenery was wonderful and spectacular. very beautiful, :). im feeling as though im on top of ther world. then, we walked somemore to mount faber. YES, i hike & climbed stairs at some stage! lots of them. pass the cable car but disppointing - it was uber packed! pfffftttt. then, walked down from mount faber to vivoc o have dinner. after dinner, sat by the bay for 1 hour before we finally set off for home. SO AGAIN, i had to climb up mount faber and down , to henderson wave and finally telok belangah. dad purposely did that so that we can walk the extra mile. :) @ 8, dad brought us all to bukit chandu and stroll by the canopy walk. my most favourite place of all. it was night (duhh!) and it was cool and chilly with the moon shining so bright! heee, romantic ya? haha. anyway, i wish i had a vehicle, so i could travel there alone when i need air. but 1 think though, its dark and eerie. lols. stayed there for an hour and head home. :) monday(class outing) okay, so i have 4E's class outing and only 8 turned up. meet Feeq at my place before we finally meet azza and the rest. to cut short - everyone left leaving me, feeq, azza and helmi. we take a walk around orchard before finally leaving for clarke quay. reached clarke quay around 6.30 and "lepak". :)))))))))))))) i enjoy the scenery and im hoping to watch the singapore arts festival this weekend with BL and at the same time - celebrating Love's birthday in advance. :) pictures will soon to come. im sicked for now.

had a great day just now. woke up @ 1134 am and i watched some tv before i finally bath and ate smthg. soon, it was rushing for me. haha. meet up with anime at rumbia and head of for cp to meet nabilah. so, we did like we was supposed to - discuss. after prolong discussion, nabilah had to set foot and went off. salimah & me was feeling itchy and so we went strolling around at cp. waited till its 1745 and waited for shasha at starbucks. so, shasha was working and we were sitting outside - discussing again. haha, had to came out with a few alternatives and back-up plans. so at 1800 - shasha finally came out with mala & done with their work. sweet shasha made us two drinks. :) thankyousyg! heee. and again - discuss. plus this time with shasha. after a few minutes - we were camwhoring & i swear it was gileeeeeeerrrrrrrrr fun! then, set off laughing over particularly nothing. i had fun. it was 1935 and salimah had to rush home. left shasha and mala and we were off on the lrt! meet up with love and god, i miss him like f*. haha, & im thinking of whats to happen when he's finally going NS? :( anyway, overall is - my day f*ing fun! i just enjoy hanging out with a couple of friends. :) and my week's been pretty good. p h o t o s ; ; ;

& yes, mum & dad got to ride on that singapore flyer!

just currently, im feeling a little low esteem. i can't seem to figure out why but i kept asking myself, 'what do people see n me?' it really is disturbing & i admits it. just today, im feeling a little nostalgic of whats happen before. with friends, exes and all. haha, its funny how it started out and all the fun times but it does hurts. it hurts real bad. for the first time when it really happens, i never thought i could move on. i was painful whipped and it leaves scars.

but, i had to confess. its the support, faith and inner-strength that helps me pull through it all. I got the faith from my best friend - mum and support from BL. this two adds to the boosting of my self-esteem to keep my inner-strength constantly pumping. god knows how painful it is for me to go school and by then, i f*ing hate it, really. i was so, so relieve when school was over for me! and i mean, O-V-E-R/C-L-O-S-E/END-OF-SCHOOL. hee.

but thankfully, i've met better people in life and came to know that there's still so much more for me to find out and go through. :) i've met someone who really made me feel appreciated and sincerely loved by with no doubts whatsoever (&iloveyousomuch:)) and a cluster of very,very nice friends.(&iloveyouguystoo!)

i guess, its the past that makes you who you are? i dont know, its a little hard to say, "uh-huhh or hell yeah"

you heart sang back the song my heart beats to.

listen: you're still the one -shania twain i've got oh-so-much-things to blog about and lets begin with monday. monday - it was my 2 year anniversary with dearest BL. had ADM test and i think i can do it. school sucks & i didnt attend PIE & TKS classes. instead, went to had breakfast with sallimah, fifi and nabilah at canteen. went home afterwards and then meet up with BL at boon keng. headed for The Cathay to catch 'what happens in Vegas' and i got to give them thumbs up. the movie was uber cute! hee, & i enjoy my time with love. after movies, walked around and headed home because im fucked up with TESTS. wtf. BL, its been 2 years of bliss and wonder. We've been through so much ups & down and im still glad we're still standing tall. We've had each others back in times of need and you never stop making me smile even when im mad. :) you got my heart all to yourself and i never stop giving it to you. i love you. tuesday - had EVM test and im kind of slow today. then, had S&W and it was GRRRRREAT! the soccer segment was fun, fun, fun! you know, its fun to see the whole class crying out together and laughing around, having fun. its a really grrrrreat sight. more sought of a class-bonding-kind-of-thing. haha, then had ADM and lesson was as usual. blueks, it was a total bore but i learn. heee, brought my books today and i make notes. :) today, school was plus plus plus BORING! nothing much to talked about. went home with anime and we were laughing the whole entire time. :) lols, then meet up with BL who fetched me from the LRT i was alighting from. after i had lunch, BL had to left cause he's having soccer training with his boys - which is like right now. so yea, im sitting here blogging and he's somewhere wallowing in the mud with the guys playing soccer. gotta rest now, reallyyyyyyyyyyy tired!

happy mother's day all mum! therefore, i've put some vids up for my mum. mum, if you're reading this, i love you and i'll always do. thank you for your support in everything i do and eventhough we quarrel sometimes, you never stop supporting me. :) i hope you love the purse i bought you. mwahhhhhh!

& you never gave up on me. :)

listen: when somebody loves me im bored. i've not started my revision for the day. the minute i got home, i switched on the comp and started doing ppt slides. BL fetched me and so we have our lunch at home. Im restless as a zombie and my mind is wandering elsewhere. Too much things to be done. I took some time off, some sort of my "break-away-time" for blogging after BL left cause the guys had to rush off for soccer practice downstairs. Was watching some MTV on the net when i started browsing for BL's old pics. Searching throught my cds, diskettes and thumbdrive. Then, i came across pictures when i was back in Sec. Haha, with friends and all, who wouldn't want to come for school. It was fun. I enjoyed being a sec 3 student. Really, do. I love my cca(though it tortures me like hell but it was worth it), i enjoy being with the people in all the pictures. Fun, you know? I used to take so much picture with that BF of mine. ahah, fun la. (*giggling*)funny how life gave you a very zesty twist to a sour ending. at times i wish i could remain strong :) here are some random pics :) i swear i was laughing & sighing when i take a look at them. its very nostalgic & cute. i miss those days....

my hockey troop. hee, been active for the entire years i've been in PSS. funny eh?

i miss hockey camp, WITHOUT CHARLES. hee.

& i forgot who took us this pciture right after our training. but, im certain she was a junior.

my seniors.

this is what i meant, CAMP WITHOUT CHARLES!

after match (notice our shiny faces,lol)

during practice.. & I WAS IN SPECS!`

After traning hard..

My two best pals.

That BF of mine, created this. Sweet, huh?

i remember that man(the fat bubble) in the picture bursting because we were holding him too hard.

i was back in early sec 4.

this was back in sec 2.

Graduation Tea Party

back in sec 3...

& cheerleading for Hannibal!

listen: sway - michael buble

woke up this morning for school and the weather was all chilly and cold. took my usual morning shower and get ready for school. like i always do, i rushed down - grabbing my breakfast-on-the-go and meet BL downstairs. Mum packed me and BL nutella breads and lately, BL's been sending me to school. :) Took LRT to CP and i overlooked the weather and realise that it was very foggy this morning. Did you? Well, i do. Imagine thick fogs under your void deck. So, thick that you can't even see the person infront of you. :) Scary, eh? Haha. Anyway, another 4 days to my 2 years anniversary and 17 more days to BL's birthday. I've bought him his presents and this is a special thanks to my mum and bro. We shared a big sum to bougth baby 3 different gifts which later on, i'll wrapped them into one big boombastic birthday pack. haha. Can't tell it just yet but i'll keep you updated. On the other hand, im still planning on something for BL on his 2 special days. Lols. BL told me that he wanted to watch movie on our Anniversary and then took neops and ate at Sakura. But, the problem is - INDIANA JONES ISN'T OUT JUST YET! pfffttttttttttt, a big "F" in my mouth waiting to escape out my ears. And yea, having ADM and EVM test on both Monday & Tuesday. Boy oh boy! to-do-list:

study for ADN & EVM
finish-up notes on both modules
wrap BL's gift
plan what to do on the 12th
go jog

at times, i wish i was a genius inventor. :)

watched IRONMAN with BL & friends just now after school and it was cool! i love ironman, handsome sey! lols. had fun and i enjoyed the whole movie. it was better than superhero movie which is totally disappointing and ridiculous. worst movie i've ever watched. ironman on the other hand, i was all excited. i thought it would be a total bore in the ass but then it turns out to be terrific. Im not a fan but it is cool. hahahahhh. & of course, Bl was being at his most lovable and romantic state just now and i know, its not much of his nature. :) but, i LIKE IT! anyway, MONDAY - i had a good start to a wonderful week. ADM teacher was absent and we slack! no lessons or whatsoever. Me & the girls ended up in the student hub laughing our asses off. then, had tks which PIE then follows. After school, we straight away went to vivoc to fill up our tossingly hungry tummies. Reached vivoc and head for a little window shopping. Isma bought her pink ripcurl purse and it was nice, i swear. :) then, went for banQ's to ate lunch. unfortunately, aisyah had to left us earlier before we left for sky park. :) the weather was tremendously beautiful and fair. the sky wasn't sunny and wasn't too dark either. it was amazing and i mean it. nothing like the hot, hot and heaty days we've been having these days. camwhore was a total fun. && yes, planning to do something for next mon,hee :) ISMA, GO GRAB! :)

listen: everybody - backstreet boys my eyes is swelling and it kills! my entire right eye is hardly opening up, its been watery and gluey eversince this morning i woke up. god bless my painful eye. :)

listen: no one - alicia keys okay, my recent days were a blasts! wednesday - my class had some "class bonding" breakfast where we were supposed to bring our own food. its turns out pretty good for me and i enjoyed myself. :) best thing was, we was dismissed very early! YIPPEEKAYAY! haha, then went on to meet BL where later on that day we went to peninsula, city hall. BL's been wanting to go there to get his Silver Scorpion soccer ball and finally he did. Walked around a while and then went to CityLink and bought a white baby doll dress. :) haha, happily went home after that and head for CP before going home. :)) thursday - it was labour day so school was OFF! yay! BL came over in the morning and then later on in the evening, we went to Vivoc. Had our breakfast/lunch at Banquet's. Walked around vivoc and harbourfront centre. Bought myself tees & accessories - yes, such a feast. Later on, bought a KING-size barley drink at Burger King - my all time favourite! :)) After walking too much, sat down by the bay and chatted for awhile. It was fun, more like talking through our pasts. Hee, :) Talked about how he used to hate vivoc and how i hate to keep still. Back at home by 10 and im pretty exhausted i'll say. :)) friday - well, school was not so well for me. For the entire day, i can hardly see! Im not with my lens, im not with my specs. I panic and panic somemore everytime i had to walked alone. Its not that im blind but it just seems so blur around me. Its so not adjustable. So, solved the matter by going home straight after school with BL fetching me. Went home straight and BL came over for lunch. Later part in the afternoon, mum & BL accompanied me to the optical. Had an eye check up and im having this infection at stage 1! Plus, my eye degree increases and THAT is BAD! So, mum bought me a new pair of spectacles and a year supply of contacts. But however, they wont be ready by the end of next week cause mine had to be ordered due to this astigmatism of mine. after i was done, we left for hougang mall. Again, i fell in love with something else i've been wanting and so, mum bought two pair of footwear - a pointed shoe and a red flat slip-ons. Bought barley again at the nearest coffee shop before i left for home! so much to spent on this month. I had a whole lot of list to fulfill like BL's bdae gift, my 2 year anniversary gift and a present for mum on Mother's Day. Actually, bought the gift for my anniversary but still deciding on what's best for his bdae and mum's mother's day. isk, isk. any, suggestions? ohhh well, i wanna buzz off now. Watched a little tv and slept long, longggggggggggggggg hours till tmrw afternoon!