Cindy

Fight for this love, yes.

2011-12-13T00:19:00.002+08:00

Too much of anything can make you sick

Even the good can be a curse, curse

Makes it hard to know which road to go down

Knowing too much can get you hurt

Is it better, is it worse? Are we sittin' in reverse?

It's just like were going backwards

I know where I want this to go, drivin' fast, but let's go slow

What I don't wanna do is crash, no

Just know that you're not in this thing alone

There's always a place in me that you can call home

Whenever you feel like we're growing apart

Let's just go back, back, back, back, back, to the start, oh

Anything that's worth havin'

Sure enough worth fighting for

Quittin's out of the question

When it gets tough, gotta fight some more, oh

We gotta fight, fight, fight, fight, fight for this love

If it's worth having, it's worth fightin' for, oh

Now everyday ain't gonna be no picnic

Love ain't no walk in the park

All you can do is make the best of it now

Can't be afraid of the dark

Just know that you're not in this thing alone

There's always a place in me that you can call home

( From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/c/cheryl-cole-lyrics/fight-for-this-love-lyrics.html )

Whenever you feel like we're growing apart

Let's just go back back, back back, back to the start, oh

Anything that's worth havin'

Sure enough worth fighting for

Quittin's out of the question

When it gets tough, gotta fight some more

We gotta fight, fight, fight, fight, fight for this love

If its woth having, it's worth fightin for, oh

I dont know where were headin'

I'm willin' and ready to go

We've been drivin' so fast

We just need to slow down

And just roll, oh

Anything thats worth havin'

Sure enough worth fighting for

Quittin's out of the question

When it gets tough, gotta fight some more

We gotta fight, fight, fight, fight, fight for this love

(No matter how hard it's gettin')

We gotta fight, fight, fight, fight, fight for this love

If its worth having, it's worth fightin for, oh

We gotta fight, fight, fight, fight, fight for this love

If its worth having, it's worth fightin for, oh

Lunar eclipse

2011-12-10T21:22:00.001+08:00

It is amazing miracle.. The lunar eclispe which i would only see again 3 years later.

Post-breaking dawn fever

2011-11-25T08:03:00.001+08:00

FINALLY, BREAKING DAWN HAS ARRIVED!!! (Too bad for me, i wanted to watch the premiere on 22-11-2011 but decided to just wait!) watched the movie with babylove yesterday night!! OMG, OMG. For me, it was really nice!! Reading the books over and over again was worthy!!! This time was more of action, sexy and definitely sweet!! There are moments where its just so sad though. But, still it was great for me!! Haha.

Sad thing is, I HAD TO WAIT FOR ANOTHER YEAR FOR THE FINALE!!!! :( OMG!!!! im left to just read the books all over. Baby was so sweet yesterday. While i was in the mid of buying the 'Breaking Dawn' popcorn combo..

Cashier: 'This cup can??'.
Me: 'okay, okay. Can ah.'
Babylove: ' You sure ah you want that cup? Excuse me, what else do you have??..'
Me: *_* (Initially i had no idea what he was telling me..)
Cashier: 'We have Bella, Edward, Jacob..'
Babylove: 'Can I have the Edward cup.'

And so the cashier went on to search the cup with Edward Cullen picture on it. Hahaha!!! After all of this, then i realized there's three!! Trust me, im the frigging most happiest person as of that moment when Babylove helped me choose the cup with Edward on it!! Hahaha. OMG, talking about Twifanatics.

Baby fatt.

2011-10-23T11:52:00.001+08:00

Her sleepy sundays. :)

Sweetdreams

2011-10-23T00:44:00.001+08:00

He's part of happiness.

sad little monday

2011-10-04T00:51:00.000+08:00

Mom's been warded. Her eye condition got worst. Her eye got penetrated by a guitar string that fling right into her eye. I hope she's doing fine because right
Now she's still im the surgery room.

Alhamdulillah, she still have her sight and i thank Allah for that. I hope things will go better. I missed her at home. Everything about her already. Hopefully this week will quickly passed me by. I hope that tmrw bears better news for me and my family. Amin.

3rd Day at work.

2011-09-16T07:46:00.000+08:00

TGIF!! but, nothing so much about work because im working tmrw. Yes boss, halfday. But what im excited abt today is getting my results!! Omigosh! Im nervous, i wanna see how i did on my final papers. Isk, isk. The waiting is causing me insomnia. Work too.

So, its the third day of attachment and im still counting those days. Work's okay but they say this time not much incoming unlike last week. I got to learn so much at the receiving office. Uncle T show me packing list and how you use that to check your cargo. I feel so noob cause it feels like im just really new to the subject. Im still trying to fit this experience to my studies.

Im omw to work now, had to take the bus and gonna have to walk abit later. :/ lets hope today pass fast again. I wanna make it to a fast mode Sunday pls!! I want to sleep. Hehe. Meeting my girls tmrw for raya!! Heeee!

SIP

2011-09-14T07:30:00.000+08:00

Attachment for LOM senior students had finally begun. Feeling all crazy, dead nervous. Thinking about results this friday and work today. Omg, please let it be good. I just hope i could survive the 3 months. Insyallah..

OMG, the feeling kill me! I dont know why im so freakking out when im already working part time and freelance elsewhere.. I guess its those beginners jitters. Pray harder..

holiday

2011-09-10T11:42:00.000+08:00

Finally im here, at jb in Citrus Hotel. Lol. Feeling so tired and sleepy but i promised myself to get stuffed with foods today!! J.Co yoghurt, chocolates and lots more of yummy goodness omw!! Shucks. Its gonna be superb. Heeee. I miss bbylove alr.

Still pretty upset abt my listing yesterday. I need a positive outcome for the next 12 weeks in order to survive and make it out in one piece. Gosh, im gonna miss school.

What's one thing you own that you should probably throw away, but never will?

2011-08-19T23:25:00.001+08:00

My little pillow. Heee.

yeah baby, ask me anything

What's your favorite drink?

2011-08-19T23:09:00.007+08:00

Redbull. Green Tea.

yeah baby, ask me anything

Do you believe in luck?

2011-08-19T23:09:00.005+08:00

Yes. :D

yeah baby, ask me anything

What website do you spend the most time on?

2011-08-19T23:09:00.003+08:00

tumblr.

yeah baby, ask me anything

Who's your favorite musician?

2011-08-19T23:09:00.001+08:00

Err, kenny G? Lol

yeah baby, ask me anything

Would you rather swim in a pool or the ocean?

2011-08-19T23:06:00.003+08:00

POOL! DEEP POOL

yeah baby, ask me anything

If you were going to perform in the circus, what would you do?

2011-08-19T23:06:00.001+08:00

Tightrope walker, trapeze.

yeah baby, ask me anything

LOMe OVER.

2011-08-19T22:48:00.000+08:00

My 10am to 5.30pm study session with darling Yati was a good effort! Staying back to study was totally worth it! I get to clarify my troubles and thank goodness i found the paper doable! Yeah, yeah. One paper down, just four more to go. Im inspired to pass all my paper and clear it before the SIP. Im actually very, very nervous. Kinda hate it because I would be stranded and had to work. Isk, isk.

Anyway, LOMe paper was thank god okay. Atleast, i could do it lah. I thought im gonna suffer brain freeze while doing the paper but it was not. :D had our paper from 5-7 instead of the originally set time from 6-8. We left our class at about 7.15 and its already pass our break fast time. We made our way to "Mama shop" for break fast. It was fun and super enjoyable. I enjoyed my day with the girls.

You know, i feel like this time: Im thankful. Its been a long time since I got together like this eversince ITE. It feels like I look forward to coming to school everyday because of the company I had at class and school. :D Its a motivation, trully. Sadly, i didnt realise its like already half the year gone. Soon, we'll be busy with FYP and SIP and it'll be all different again.

Im gonna treasure and enjoy every moment im having now. :D

early bird is tired

2011-08-17T09:01:00.000+08:00

Omw to SGH. To be exact, im at kovan station now still in the train. Accompanying gramma for her eye check-up appointment at 10.30.. Seriously, im so sleepy.. My brain's not thinking well cause i could feel half of it still snoozing. Just 2 days away from my first exam paper and i've not yet study or practice. Im determined to pass the paper and if i push myself, i wanna improve my gpa.

Alhamdullilah, i've received fairly good grades for two papers already. Im so happy cause i feel that i could do better. Lately, im a late-night sleeper all thanks to my hooked up with drop dead diva! Got my hands on season 1 and 2 already!!!!!! Waiting for season 3 like desperately!!!! Heeeee. Drop dead diva is an inspiration for the curves! :)

Gotto go now, train's a sardine tin and i nee to grab hold of something before i rolling on the floors. :)

Fight for this love baby, its worth fighting for

2011-08-15T23:11:00.000+08:00

Too much of anything can make you sick
Even the good can be a curse
Makes it hard to know which road to go down
Knowing too much can get your hurt

Is it better is it worst
Are we sitting in reverse
Its just like we´re going backwards
I know where I want this to go
We´re driving fast but lets go slow
what i dont wanna do is crash no

Just know you´re not in this thing alone
There´s always a place in me that you can call home
Whenever you feel like we´re growing apart
Let´s just go back back back back back to the start

Anything that´s worth having
Is sure enough worth fighting for
Quitings out of the question
When it gets tough gotta fight some more
We gotta fight fight fight fight fight for this love
We gotta fight fight fight fight fight for this love
We gotta fight fight fight fight fight for this love
Its worth having its worth fighting for (Oh)

Now everyday aint gon´ be no picnic
Love aint no walk in the park
All you can do is make the best of it now
Can´t be afraid of the dark

Just know you´re not in this thing alone
There´s always a place in me that you can call home
Whenever you feel like we´re growing apart
Let´s just go back back back back back to the start

Anything that´s worth having
Is sure enough worth fighting for
Quitings out of the question
When it gets tough gotta fight some more
We gotta fight fight fight fight fight for this love
We gotta fight fight fight fight fight for this love
We gotta fight fight fight fight fight for this love
Its worth having its worth fighting for (Oh)

I don´t know where we´re heading
I´m willing and ready to go
We can´t drive it so fast we just need to slow down
And just roll

right there, baby right there

2011-07-31T22:00:00.000+08:00

"... No you never gonna let no girl take him from me
Never gonna let no girl steal him form me
Never gonna let the girl keep the close now
I tell’em eh eh don’t too close now... "

- Right There, Nicole Scherzinger ft 50 Cent

If you were going to get a tattoo, what tattoo would you get?

2011-07-31T00:50:00.001+08:00

Tribal, butterfly, roman writing. :D

yeah baby, ask me anything @

snap, snap, POST!

2011-07-27T15:41:00.000+08:00

HR Groupies.

21 years old and my last NAPFA

2011-07-26T09:45:00.000+08:00

Feels like im having TAF club later from 4-6 in school. Ughh, for the first time ever i feel like im gonna fail napfa. Im totally not prepared AT ALL. Dad and mommy bought me new running shoes as encouragement. Or maybe dad's hinting me to exercise. Hehe. I think that's why i feel im so blessed. I have a mom and dad who cares for me and they give me their support in whatever i do. I love them and yes, family never comes last.

:) okay, again going sch an hour early to revise before our teaching later. Im not confident of my notes and i hope i dont screw up later.

OMG. my rambling isnt doing me any good. Will be back later..

im maroon today

2011-07-25T21:29:00.000+08:00

each day, i feel so whipped and honestly turning cranky every minute. Whats the idea? Am i like suffering some kind of disorder that I myself think its okay? I don't know but each every minute Im pissed. I've developed a short temper disorder and this is not good. I can see myself evolving into a goblin, a mean ugly goblin waiting to scream and yell at you.

God, im drifted. Far away....

What's the secret to happiness?

2011-07-25T21:05:00.001+08:00

Love, money, carefree attitude, sweetness, clean heart, clear mind

yeah baby, ask me anything

nostalgic velocity

2011-07-25T15:03:00.001+08:00

Omw to school for an afternoon tutorial. 4-6pm, less than 2 hrs of Quality Mgmt. Im done with tutorial but hardly starting on notes. Dope! I got a feeling im gonna reach school early today. Isk, isk.

Today, the bus ride feels odd. Idk why but it feels different. Looking out the window, i saw the reservoir and suddenly i missed being by he beach. Lepak, lepak, main air. Lol. Last 6 years, babylove and me love going to Pasir Ris Beah just to bitch and talk. Hahaha. I rmbr this once we sat at our usual breakwater and there's a tent nearby. Tent was quiet but shaky at times. The song "minah tudung" was trending back then and we were listening to the song on repeat and laughing our asses off. It was getting late and so we decided to head back. As we're walking past the tent, babe go on playing the son on his phone.. Just as we're about 20m away, the couple in the tent came rushing out and start packing. Guess who? Hahaha. Minah tudung terasa. Lol. But honestly, we were so unaware of whose in the tent at that point of time but wth, she panic. Lol.

Those were funny times. How me and baby were still carefree and sweet friends back then. Well, what makes it different now from last 6 years was that he's my boyfriend now. Nothing changes that. We're more opened now and still carefree like before but NOT VERY SHY AT ALL. hahaha. Baby's been a very good friend. The bestest friend any girl can asked for. No doubt for me, he is my dreamguy kind of boy. Tall, good looking, funny, available and very very sweet. :)

I just missed wasting time with him. Under the block, at the rooftops, at the beach. All of us moments.. Times change as we grew. We're both academically occupied. But i am proud of him for whatever he's achieved this far. For scoring perfect As during his Higher Nitec yrs at Tampines ITE and for making it into Singapore Poly. :) to those who underestimate him, i'll let reality smack them in the face and let them suck on their thumbs.

Anyways, reached tampines already and i fcuking missed bus 23!!!!!! OMG. but its okay i guess, im still early. I guess the weather's gonna kill me first even if the waiting dont

hopes, hopes, hopes.

2011-07-24T19:56:00.001+08:00

Gonna go for THE COMIC CON SG this year and hopefully, IT'LL BE GOOD!!!! Can it please be like the one at San Diego??? PLS, PLS, PLS.

Its a date set to go, even during the fasting month. I HAVE TO GO THIS YEAR! Yes baby, we're going. :D

formspring.me

2011-07-24T19:40:00.001+08:00

yeah baby, ask me anything http://formspring.me/muneeq

What's your biggest phobia?

2011-07-24T19:20:00.001+08:00

Coulrophobia.

Ask me anything.

a sunday

2011-07-24T19:10:00.000+08:00

Sunday - does it mean the end of the week? Or is it the beginning of the new week? It depends is it? Hmmm. Anyways, counting down to fasting month at the end of this week. So much things for this week, Napfa test, projects. Isk, isk. I guess im gonna fail my napfa test. I can't even do push ups, that sucks.

Well, i predict its gonna be a painful and sucky week. Lets just hope the best for me. Thanks.

**sorry, just feeling a little spiky today. Lol. My mood wing is swaggering left and right. Haha.

SG vs MSIA

2011-07-23T21:17:00.000+08:00

Such an interesting match today!!! As for now, the score is Lions 5 and Tiger 3. Its so thrilling and i swear its better than the YOG. So much better because you can see the players improvement! OMG. twitter's trending on sgfootball real fast and people fuming over fb! Haha. True Singapore Spirit is seen as of today. Its totally awesome!

My day was calm and breezy. Went to the cemetery today to visit grampa's grave. My grampa on my mom's side of course. Cleaned up the area and did some prayers. I missed grampa. Its been like 6 years now.. It was nice to recall those memories i had of him. :)

tummyaches, suxxxxxx

2011-07-22T23:25:00.000+08:00

yes, my tummy is like growling and aching like i need the toilet kind of pain. On a happy note, my report is like half done!! Yay, im almost under deadline. Hehe. :D

Gonna stop for the night, body needs the rest. A good night's sleep..

**i seriously need another movie date with babylove asap. thankyouverynice.

Good Night

He's got that superbass.

2011-07-22T17:37:00.001+08:00

Lecture finished super early today. I reached home about 3.55 and yes, i took the bus with hidayah. :) Baby's still at school, finishing with lecture which ends at 6. Babylove is missed. Sigh. Im so bored, tried to do report but that spark to-do-work is still finding its way into my brains. Haha, so currently im just like youtubing with an upset tummy. Gah!

Let's hope boy finished asap so he could meet me up sooner. I need to head down to R.Mall for some stuffs. Pay's in! But i have bills to pay so that prolly marks up almost all of my less than nothing pay. Haha. But, alhamdullilah. At least I could pay off my bills and buy baby more food. She's not herself lately although her appetite's still the same. :)

Hopefully it isnt what I think it is.. & my stomach better give me some answers.

Okay, HR here i come.

Its a Bzzt thursday

2011-07-21T22:06:00.001+08:00

Baby just left and he's look so bloody exhausted and shagged. Poor baby's having a test tmrw and porjects are still crawling up his back.. But, i'd told him its the price. Projects come after/in-between projects and exams, pffft - worst. Exams in a month's time and im still dwelling on HR. Seriously, I still dont know how i could start on my report! Its so sad. Im setting the deadline by Sunday, MUST COMPLETE!

So, im planning to stay in school tmrw to try and do stuffs (or hopefully finish up on report?). Baby's gonna end school late tmrw and Im thinking that i could do some productive work while waiting for him. Baby being so sweet, he lend me his laptop so that it'll be easier for me to carry it around in school. Love you, babylove. :)

Grrrr, HR's killing me. I have teaching on Tuesday. :( My tuesday's gonna suck.

Not gonna put my hopes up high, but hopefully i can get part of the report done. Insyaallah.

Babylove, good luck for your test tmrw! Rest well tonight and don't stressed yourself

too much babe. :)

Love you loads.

on the bus, on the bus

2011-07-21T12:32:00.000+08:00

Okay, with regards to my post title - yes, it is true. I am on the bus. On my way back from school. Thursday's are short for me. Very short. Only 9-11. I arrived early to school today. :) hitched a ride with uncle and aunt at 7.30 and guess what, i reached school at about 7.50.. O.o

Arriving in school, i had to wait til 8 for the library to be opened. So there i sat on the benches, watching my favourite comedy cartoon - Family Guy on my ipod. Loved that show since i dont know when. But yes, like simpsons but more funnier. Simpsons would be like my ultimate favourite classics! :) so, i watched this episode halfway and finally head over to the library to do some of my HR stuffs. And i am happy because im done with PTN and mindmap!! Yay, im left with report and my self-evaluation journal or something like that. Self-evaluation journal sucks i tell you, it keeps insisting you to analyse, analyse and ANALYSE!!! the thing is, all of my "anaylse" skill pretty suck. Hahaha. I got like what, a "c+" for the same component but of a different subject. Heee.

Anyway, right now Bus 27 have just entered the expressway. Finally. I feel deafened in my own world of music playing in my ipod and blogginggggg!!

Can't wait to get home and hopefully nap! (which is like impossible for my eyes to shut) =.="

And another reason why im rushing is mommy ada belikan KFC and its waiting for me at home!!! Heehehe.

Current update.

2011-07-20T17:27:00.000+08:00

After a long time, im finally updating. So, how have i been? Well, good i guess. Im missing alot of people currently like my grandpops and friends. Sobs. On a good note, i passed my mid-sems though. It wasn't all As but Im satisfied. Guess, my focused and last minute study works this time. I swore not to do it last minute anymore, whats more sacrificing my sleep. Ugh, such a bad thing but I WAS LUCKY I PULLED THROUGH... My head was heavy for the papers the next morning and i thought i was gonna blacked out. Haha.

Anyway, as for now, Im trying my best to finish up on my PTN and part of my report for Human Resource. Too much things at hand but can't seem to get everything in line. Im distracted. Feels like there's something I forgot but can't remember. Having NAPFA next week plus Peer Teaching on the same date. Im doomed, im still not done with my mindmap for teaching and here I am still trying to remember what i forgot. Isk, isk.

Well, Ramadhan's coming soon. Really soon. Hopefully, i'll make it okay. Things are gonna change this Ramadhan and Syawal. I can feel like. There are definitely big changes and its gonna affect everyone including myself. But like everyone else, Im looking forward to the blessing month. :D

Thankfully, I think my final year in Temasek Polytechnic is gonna go smoothly. I pray it'll be. I secured myself a FYP group, i got great classmates, Im slowly improving academically and Im soon gonna finish school and start work. Another phase in my life is waiting to welcome me. It'll soon worked out too fast and without realising, I might be already 30 and looking back at all the things I've been through. 21 made me feel old, like seriously. 21 is such a huge number and its never backing down. Im scared, scared of everything that will happen in future. Growing old and wrinkled.

I got to go finish up on my HR notes now. OH MY GOODNESS. Baby's ringing my home phone because Im not picking up his call on my cell. hehehe. Sorry honeybee! Gonna call you now, boomboom

My teenage dream, always. c:

2011-07-18T23:12:00.000+08:00

You think I'm pretty
Without any make-up on
You think I'm funny
When I tell the punch line wrong
I know you get me
So I'll let my walls come down, down

Before you met me
I was a wreck
But things were kinda heavy
You brought me to life
Now every February
You'll be my valentine, valentine

Let's go all the way tonight
No regrets, just love
We can dance until we die
You and I
We'll be young forever

You make me
Feel like
I'm living a Teenage Dream
The way you turn me on
I can't sleep
Let's runaway
And don't ever look back
Don't ever look back

My heart stops
When you look at me
Just one touch
Now baby I believe
This is real
So take a chance
And don't ever look back
Don't ever look back

We drove to Cali
And got drunk on the beach
Got a motel and
Built a fort out of sheets
I finally found you
My missing puzzle piece
I'm complete

Let's go all the way tonight
No regrets, just love
We can dance until we die
You and I
We'll be young forever

You make me
Feel like
I'm living a Teenage Dream
The way you turn me on
I can't sleep
Let's runaway
And don't ever look back
Don't ever look back

My heart stops
When you look at me
Just one touch
Now baby I believe
This is real
So take a chance
And don't ever look back
Don't ever look back

I might get your heart racing
In my skin-tight jeans
Be your teenage dream tonight

Let you put your hands on me
In my skin-tight jeans
Be your teenage dream tonight

You make me
Feel like
I'm living a Teenage Dream
The way you turn me on
I can't sleep
Let's runaway
And don't ever look back
Don't ever look back

My heart stops
When you look at me
Just one touch
Now baby I believe
This is real
So take a chance
And don't ever look back
Don't ever look back

I LOVE YOU.

Beach-ing with the babes.

2011-07-14T20:58:00.002+08:00

Okay, so our planned and most anticipated beach outing happened! It was superb, im a happy girl. It was after such a long time since i last soaked in sea water under the cloudy sky. It was a perfect day. How I wished i was baby but being his girlfriend, I know he doesnt like swimming lah. Especially in the sea. Isk, isk. But its okay because its like we soak for like about nearly 3 hours in the water without having to come out of the water.

It was indeed a beautiful day. We opened up among us and it was a jolly good time especially after QM lecture. Haha.

Time to hit the books now lah, and then GO SLEEP cause there's school tmrw. Lucky for dayah, she's gonna have a good time with her hair spa tmrw. sobs. :/

So tired out.

tears in the night

2011-07-12T23:25:00.000+08:00

I Miss both of my grandfathers. Enough said.

Alfatihah, amin.'

Like its your birthday!

2011-05-25T21:53:00.001+08:00

Its my babylove's birthday today. Happy 21st to my darling! :)

Loved you so much boy and hopefully you'll have a blast on your birthday.

Im sorry for ruining part of your birthday baby boy but i loved you so much. :/

my baby's 21st. Love you superboy.

Jangan degil-degil, boleh b?

hehehe, my Ironboy.

Happy Mother's Day

2011-05-08T00:45:00.000+08:00

Here's to the best friend whose been with me for 21 years. My mom. She's the my pillar of strength, the root to my success and the key to my life.

To mak, i love you so much. You know you mean the world to me. :) thank you for always being there for me even during the worst and difficult situation. You are cherished and nothing can changed that.

Happy mother's day Mak. :)

always there, always will

2011-04-30T01:38:00.001+08:00

This is for my baby who's been with me through thick & thin. Through all the bulls we're thru, i love you boy.

You are a dream.

Year 3, First Day

2011-04-25T22:02:00.000+08:00

So, like most of them would say "FINALLY YEAR 3!". Honestly, im not really too overwhelmed about being in the final year. So much thinking, so much options to choose from. Year 3, hmmm. The first day is already stressed enough from me. Listening to my HR lecture is such a pain whats more with she saying about PBL and all. _|_

Year 3 is the final year and final year means I have to soon go to work like any other human-living adults. OMG! I feel so.....lost and outdated. :(

ANYWAYS!!!!

Well, i still have another 4 days till the weekend and im gonna endure the rest of the week.! I seriously hope my classmates would be nice and im hoping to meet nice nice people soon. Baby's stressed from school too. Esp concerning Mech maths. Chillax babe, you can do it! hehe.

For me, i got to keep my chin up and face each day with a positive mind and heart. Heee. WISH ME LUCK TO MY FINAL YEAR PEEPS!

Friday nights at home, unusual.

2011-04-22T23:32:00.000+08:00

So its a Good Friday today. Nothing much happened for the day. Well, parents left in the morning for Muar. Baby came over later with breakfast for me and adik. :) So, i spent my whole afternoon doing some housework like mopping the floor, sweeping, cleaning Maya's litterbox and so on. The boys, well, baby slept throughout the afternoon while adik watches tv like he usually does. hehe. Adik left for his date in the late afternoon, so i cooked for baby and me. :)

After our late lunch, we watched some movies on adik's lappy and haha, i swear its the funniest thing. Its stupid.. We were already halfway through the movie listening to the character's dual- tone voices like, "hello hello there there." Haha, baby told me to go check whats wrong with the movie but i assumed and told him that "ala, ni mesti video dia rosak lah. im not a technician, i cannot do anything about the sound ape b. Aiyo. malas lah." LOL, lazy me and baby gave me this stubborn look. So, we went on watching till it was 50 minutes pass the movie when adik came home and so i told him to see whats wrong with the audio and whether he experienced the same sound-technical fault when he watches the movie. Smart adik was checking and checking when he asked me, "eh, kau bukak dua player eh main sama movie?? Pandai ah kau. Patutlah suara dia dual." HAHAhAHA. Stupid, silly mua. Ape je. Haha.

Anyway, we then head on for Punggol Promenade for an evening stroll and so -called planned dinner at Popeye but what the hell, Popeye at Punggol is forever and ever PACKED! Agitated, we went on walking till the Lorong Halus reserves and back to PP for dinner. After a hearty dinner, we head for the video shop for some good movies for Saturday's afternoon.

&& yes, right now. I have 3 movies with me but none of them are really latest(if you say). Im kinda old fashioned and so i bought The Italian Job, Denise the Menace and Death becomes her. Lol, dont laugh okay. Its lame.

Right now, adik just came back! THANK GOD! Im not lonely right now. Im watching the same movie(still) while sipping on a can of Classic Redbull. The best company and the best reviver of all drinks. It made my day. && im freaking craving for Frolick with Cookies.

I miss mommy alot. Haha, and with that im helping her out with her farmville and cafe world. Hehehe.

gloom aloom aloom

2011-04-15T21:20:00.000+08:00

Serious gastric now. Cant help feeling like ms m is on her way. OMG. the acid in my stomach is dominating and i had too much fast food for today. So, sadly today is my final day of work till the next roadshow which is next year. Lol.

Roadshow this year's been fun and i'll miss the peeps till next year. Heee. Ngee Ann last order today and finally did closing with baby. Packed all stuff and grab a cab to HQ. Anyway, the tummy is grumbling.

Is it constipation? ;(

happy 59th monthsary

2011-04-12T23:20:00.000+08:00

Happy 59th monthsary to my babylove, Hairul. :) had a great day with babylove. He came over in the afternoon to see me get ready and head down to Cineleisure for Hall Pass which i must say is an awesome movie!

Its a good comedy movie with sl much of adult humour. Overall, i rate it 4/5. Its an interesting subject with "timeout". Its pretty good in a skanky way.

Haha, anyway had an awesome day with my baby. I have to admit our favourite hotspots are the cineleisure & marina square.

:) good night all.

mundane monday

2011-04-11T23:43:00.004+08:00

monday's been pretty early for me. Gone out in the morning to accompany baby to CMPB with kak yati. Right now, ipod's giving me headache. BABY PLEASE! OMG.

so much things to do. Lens, repair, school... Sucky.

&& suddenly, im missing my peeps at work. By far, 2011 is the best roadshow ever. So happening, so much things, so many days of work. Good money, good people and fun company. Hehe.

Finishing my last two days of work this thursday and friday at NP for order-taking. Lol. && seriously, adik's Lenovo is so smooth and its nice to type on the keyboards. LOL. Im gonna get myself a mac next year, definitely. hehe.

April blessing.

2011-04-11T16:51:00.000+08:00

Its April. School's re-opening and its time for year 3. Alhamdullilah both my baby and my brother are also starting their diploma education soon. My babylove got into SP as a 2nd year student while adik passed his Os with flying colours and got into NYP. Again, adik beat me again in his O's.

I swear, he is smarter than me. Im average but he definitely brainy but stubborn. Hehe.

Baby also got to defer his NS thing and its a good thing because he get to continue his study. Im so happy for babylove because this is a good improvement for him.. He got to prove to others that he could make it this far with hard work. I know people used to look down on him but now, look how far he had come.

Im proud of both of you. Congratulations my boys!

soon, soon.

2011-04-01T19:33:00.001+08:00

Cough is the most irritating thing to have in such a busy time. Seriously, im stuck with cough for the entire month and i've forgotten all about my blog in dont-know-how-long too.

Mom & dad is still otw back to muar for atok's 7th day kenduri. I couldn't come because i would be working tmrw and besides, mom says its easier if there's transportation which we dont. :( sob. Im still feeling upset about our loss but at the same time, i feel pretty much happy about babylove's results. :)

Pretty much to absorb right now. Sigh.

Final Posting

2011-04-01T16:44:00.000+08:00

Baby H got into SP. Alhamdullilah. Proud of baby because he managed to proved to himself that hard work pays off. Congrats dear. :D

You made you're family proud and you surely made your dad proud of you. You believed in yourself when nobody else does and with that, you are what you are today. Soon, it'll be a start of a new chapter. You will have your new life as a Poly student to pursue your diploma. Hopefully by then, whatever plans we've planned for the years to come will come true.

Amin. I love you and congratulations.

selamat tinggal

2011-03-28T16:16:00.018+08:00

My atok pumpkin passed away on the 27th March 2011 at 11pm in Parit Penyengat, Muar. He suffer an asthma attacked and passed away in his rocking grandfather chair.

Just 7 days before, on my birthday he wished me via sms. Wishing me happy birthday labu, he also send me $200 as a birthday gift and told me to spend it on something very memorable. He also gave a few advises about my new given "key" and to use it wisely. Didnt realized it was his last test untill i got to know he passed away.

Was planning to work that day. I was all ready in my pajamas, lying already on the bed; mom & dad decided to rushed to Muar just an hour before that to pick up atok and bring him to the hospital in Singapore. Gramma told mom that grampa just had the asthma two days ago and didnt want to go to the hospital even though he was supposed to be warded.

He was strong. He was still trying his very best to keep things under control. Like telling my gramma that he'll be alright tmrw and that he would go out for breakfast the following morning. But, death comes too quickly. I didnt get to say goodbye. Mom & dad was nearing woodlands checkpoint when gramma's neighbour called to tell the news. Everybody was devasted. Mom & dad come back to pick us up at around 11.45pm.

We reached Muar at 3 plus in the mid morning. I entered the house, saw my gramma weeping. My heart broke. Seeing my grampa for the last time, it was sad for me. I didnt realized it would be this soon. For the rest of the time, i spend my last remaining time with grampa. Adik too. Looking at my grampa's face, it was as if he was sleeping. Just as he always did.

My grandfather was a good man. Despite his sarcasm and all, he was loving and caring. He always hopes the best for adik and me. Whats more, adik was his only grandson. Thankfully, atok gets to see adik and me making it into poly. It was something he always wanted. But, he would't be able to see us graduating and working.

Somehow, up till today, i feel like he's still around. I still feel like whenever im going to go back Kampong, i would still see him like I usually does. I do miss him. I miss both my grandfathers. Both of them had been the best and being the first grandchild in the family, i feel like the bond. The memories of my grandfather's is still clear in my mind untill the last time i got to see their face.

I miss you both so much. Al-fatehah.

get well soon

2011-02-14T14:13:00.000+08:00

Cough, comes running nose, comes fever. Good thing is fever's gone. Cough sucks. But luckily, my voice still sounded the same. Hee.

all back in singapore

2011-02-05T21:40:00.000+08:00

I missed going batam; the feeling of relaxation and out-of-singapore sensation.

Coming back, i feel like all the daily stuffs and hovering above my head!

&&, momma's not back yet.

batam.

2011-02-03T22:28:00.000+08:00

So, like i said - it is my first trip and seriously, i feel like im in malaysia. The only major difference is the different accent im hearing and the character. They seemed to be more friendlier. My day's been great! An hr time difference from SG but i think i still feel the same.

Lol!

We had seafood and i think the food is different lei! Right now playing Wii with Kak ijah dearie and her husband! Lol!

Kalah lah abg rad! Haha.

a short getaway for me

2011-02-03T10:03:00.000+08:00

Right now im stuck infront of gate 04 waiting for ferry Penguin 9 to come. Honestly, i've never been to batam before and my first time today is indeed very expecting. Maybe im excited and maybe im worried all at the same time! Hahaha, i feel like a big big noob. I feel so foreign suddebly in my own country. Lol. Okay, gotto save some batt for laterrrr. I hope this trip is gonna be good!

tralalalala, its christmas.

2010-12-25T21:22:00.000+08:00

My holiday tern feels kinda short. Soon, its 2011 and its coming to me very very fast. As soon as holiday starts, i was at Muar staying over at my grandparents place which is something i always do every year. During the period that we stayed at gramparents house, we also went to malacca for a short sightseeing. This time, my enjoyment in kampung feels kinda short but fun. Ucu and Cik chacha family joined us for the night and it was so crazy. Some of us were still wide awake till like 5 am and we're still happily chatting. Heee.

The next day, we to the beach and just hang out. There's this bunch of mat rempits trying to "act". Hahah, amusingly annoying. Anyway, kampung is amazing. Loved every bit of it.

As soon as I came back to SG, i spend the days with the boys at home, chatting with love at times and most of times, watching dvds. Haven't even start of projects and that suck. Forgive me but my spirit is still "ho-ho-ho "ing away.

AnywaY!! My weekend start out awesome. Yesterday, we went for an early morning swim in the morning. The sensation of touching the water in the early morning just send shivers down your spine lah.

At night, we went to have dinner at Arnolds with ucu family. Then, we head to changi to hang out. The wind was breezy yesterday night. The sound of the airplanes running off the tracks is just so cool.

So, we head back about 9 plus cause the next day adik would be working. So, at home i practically just watched more movies on tv.

Then today, woke up early in the morning and head down to little india for breakfast. We walked around at City Square and then to Mustafa Centre. Always always packed. :/ Bought some of my toiletries there and off to Ang Mo Kio for movie. Watched Gulliver's Travel in 3D and i'll say the movie is 3/5 rate. Not that its boring, its funny lah but its more of a vast imagination and furthermore, the movie is something more family-friendly.

So, a little kiddish here and there. Not bad. After movie, we window shopped at AMK hub and bumped into baby Nur and her bf. At first glance, I was thinking "that girl looks so familiar". Haha, so lucky me my mind is sharper today and tapped her on her shoulder. Terperanjat baby girl saya.

Haha. So, momma and i bought some stuffs and then we head to Jalan Kayu for dinner. I wanna have Flamingo but dad says he's sick of it. Its not nicer now as compared to the first time we tried it. So, we had Indian food. I had prata while momm and dadd had remix murtabak. Hohoho. I always wanted to try murtabak but cannot lah. Its just not appealing to me except for that time there's this mushroom cheese murtabak. SO NICE!

Yum, yum. Honestly, im not shedding any lighter. Im growing fatter by the day and im hopeless. I fail my mission. Boooooooo! So, right now im watching despicable me on Mio TV. Minion so cute. Hehe.

I guess thing's are not very good for me this few days. But however, I guess my last week of holiday is completely filled up. Let's see:

Monday: Im gonna need to attend my DCM and MAF group meeting at school. It'll take like the whole entire day.

Tuesday and Wednesday: Gonna be working at my aunt's place from 8.30 to 6pm. :( But good thing is, income's coming in babyyy!!!

Thursday: Sociology group meeting. Venue is yet to be confirmed and no, i haven't watched "Bend it like Beckham" yet.

Friday: Going out with uncle in the afternoon and in the late afternoon, gonna go pick up my precious babylove at the airport!!! :D Yes, like finally!! As it is the last day of the year, gonna go celebrate Countdown with baby like usual. :D But, i am thinking of going to the riverside instead. For a change at least, kan? As for that, the first thing i need to do is to bring babylove to see Fluffy's grave. And oh yes, as a matter of fact, Fluffy died of kidney failure on 21st December 2010.

Saturday: Attending a friend's wedding at Teban. :D

Sunday: The final day for a peace of mind before school OFFICIALLY STARTS!

So there goes the last week of my 2-week school holidays. I wished next year would be a better year for me. Better grades, better exposure and better attitude management. I gotta change. Ok?

Mwah. Gd night all.

digest this.

2010-12-24T22:51:00.000+08:00

you're seriously irritating and yes, i think you are not really concern about whats happening. Thanks ah. God knows how much this sucks for me and yet, its me who's gonna be blamed for not understanding.

every second of crazy thoughts

2010-12-23T16:06:00.000+08:00

feeling all mushed and flattened. Not feeling too happy about things, not feeling too excited also. i wanna go out for a short trip, a nice strolling in the park. My mind's cluttered. I dont feel the holidays. The spirit flew somewhere else.

Gonna spend the day watching dvds and what else? Blogging, researching and just sitting till my butts grow even bigger. [okay, joking right??]

anyway, the four dudes over at kedah is absent today and i got to go online with babylove just now for just awhile. JUST for awhile. Now, he's gonna go bath and get ready for their grocery shopping and dinner. While me on the other hand, gonna grab my lunch.

Momma cooked pucuk ubi lemak and ayam black pepper. Woaah, syiok eh? hehe.. Put maymay on MSN with babylove and she just continued sleeping. Lol.

Random thoughts: Im wondering if i should go catch tron on cinema with the boys? I meant, next is my last week of my holidays despite going school for projects and all. Pressure is slowly grasping my breath. v e r y s l o w l y y y y y.........

Tmrw momma plan to take the boys for swimming but considering me, im not swimming i guess? i hate the sight of my body compared to those skinny girls in their swimsuits. I kept saying my new year resolution is to lose excessive, excessive, excessive amount of weights off my body and bums. But, mission failed. Always. I got no discipline do i? haha.

anyway, thats it for now. Just browsing through my old posts, seeing the old pictures on my blog: i find it really cute. Some of which i couldn't remember at all. :D

communication breakdown

2010-12-17T18:03:00.000+08:00

can't make it for MAF. didn't study and this is what i deserve. The weather's pretty moody. Sucks. Gonna wrap up everything tonight. Just renewed my library loan, thank goodness.

I doubt you're reading this but i missed you.

thursday

2010-12-16T18:34:00.000+08:00

Still studying for MAF. Its so hard to gain concentration today. It suck. Concentration level can't even reach 50%, im so dreamy and the holiday mood is already in me now. Its forever been there but somehow, its already unleashed. Lol.

Im pretty dull today and right now, im gonna go take a nice long strolling through the neighbourhood in the cooling breezy weather. Craving for cookie though. Wells, gonna make a bunch soon.

:)

misses and hugs for you

2010-12-15T23:17:00.002+08:00

baby's still away. Im stranded far away from him as possible. Im lovesick. Sigh, just got off msn with him and it sucks to know that the WIFI at his hotel keep crashing. I miss him to bits and little. Gonna go off to malaysia soon and im wondering how i could contact him. SIgh, still waiting for Friday. MAF paper got to go. Shucks, i hate it. SO much.

So, today after my DCM paper, i went down to somerset to meet up with adik and ucu. Head down to orange lantern for lunch and it wasnt bad. Well, it was my first time and i swear the "something" rolls are awesome. i had mango salad for appetizers and jasmine tea for beverage. Uhh, it was okay i guess. Mango salad was nice but i still love Flamingo's. I had grilled chicken with rice vermicelli. The chilli so sedap. LOL. So, we spent approx for 2 hrs of eating and chatting. We then head down for movie at GV after first checking over at Cineleisure. The cinema atmosphere reminds me so much of babylove. So, so much. So, unfortunately the timing was way off and we decided to watch it at GV.

Well, "Let Me In" wasn't so much of adrenaline and thrilling. It was more suspense and a puzzle kind of story. The way they twist the storyline is good but some plots were off. Like the part where the guy was stroking the women and the breasts just happen to be visible for all to see, its just so waste of time. For that freaking minute and the movie is rated NC16. Haha, crap. Anyway, i would rate it about just 6.5 out of 10. Not quite satisfied with the ending. Pretty much flattening at the near ending like "what-the-hell' kind. Not bad lah i suppose. It just irritates me that the phrase "let me in" isn't what as i expect it to be.

So, the movie lasted about 1hr++. We then head to City Square for dinner. Dinner was nice too. I hate Grilled fish, ucu had cowboy steak and adik had hawaiian chicken. Yummy. My tummy is happy today, very happy. Then after dinner, we went around the mall for awhile and ucu manage to got himself a camera. A very good basic camera. :D We helped out and it was cute lah to see us trying out the camera. I totally enjoyed my day. And suddenly, baby msged me and told he was online. I was so ecstatic and i had to rush home to my lappy.

So now here i am blogging away. Just got off the phone with baby. Sigh, hearing him is different from hearing him on the webcam. It feels more sad to me. :/ Gosh.

I miss him. I miss babylove so much. Babylove is a happy boy.

jolly molly rolly polly

2010-12-13T20:03:00.000+08:00

it kinda feel all from the start. Sitting by the laptop, waiting for someone to be online and finally got to chat. Feels like its the beginning, except its not.

What is that called?

13th December, my love shall wait

2010-12-13T18:46:00.000+08:00

13th December, baby leave for Penang. isk, Isk.

weeping me better stop it.

feels so strange, yet so different.

i love you.

life is suprising

2010-12-13T13:54:00.000+08:00

Right now in the library revising for Material Management. Gonna have the test at 3 and im left unprepared. Guess its me, im not studying enough to prepare myself for this.

Woke up in the early morning today to send baby to the airport. He left for his overseas attachment in the afternoon to Penang. Sigh, lifeless me. Haha. Well, it is a good thing for him to get experience work and expose himself to the working world. Proud of him, as always. He's finishing his school soon as 2011 arrives and then off to NS. Wonder whats next for us... Anyways, as for now it is good that he's putting his heart and mind into his studies for his future careers. Wondering what's going on in his mind right now. At least i know it wouldn't be abt exams. Haha. I bet his on his flight cause he's not replying msgs.

Exams are painful, agree? Lol, gotta go catch up from where i left off just now. I got to aim for a pass for this paper. I must, i must, i must!

Missing babylove, haha.

tmrw it'll be..

2010-12-12T00:57:00.000+08:00

My day's been great. Went on a longggg hike with Loves: babylove, mommalove, papalove, adiklove. Adik brought along his lovely gf to hike today. :) it was fun.

Sigh. After tmrw, It wont be easy. I sound so greasy shit and all but yes, i am sad that baby will be away tmrw for the next 3 weeks till the last date of the year. This is a great big step for our relationship and yes, we will make it.

However, i shall cheer up with a lighter note that it'll be better for his future and for us. It's a gd experience and atleast baby got to enjoy himself to a nice "trip" with his pals. :) so, im praying thr best for him and hoping he'll be safe from the moment he go till the moment he return back to SG. 

Anyway, exams are tmrw onwards and this sucks. Such a tight timing for an exam to scheduled at but thankfully, i got to sent him to the airport without worrying that my timetable is gonna rushed me. Thank goodness.

Indiana is on TV3 now, did revision on chap 2 just now and tmrw im going out. Celebrating everything we can.

I love you so much. Happy Anniversary dear Hairul. :)

less than a week

2010-12-07T23:13:00.000+08:00

Its the second day of school but it feels like its been weeks! Been so overly worked out both mind and body. I need some form of therapy. To clear my mind, from this cluttered mess i call thoughts. The thought of next week makes me wanna cry: all of it.

1) babylove's going for overseas attachment
2) exams
3) yet to revised

I feel so cramped and disorder. It affects me like a syndrome. I changed so much eversince and yes, its 2010. I vast changes impact most of me and the people around me. I get more irritated nowadays: Easily! That is bad, very bad. I feel like a need an element of peace embedded in my body.

three in a teapot

2010-11-26T01:24:00.000+08:00

im exhausted, sick and terribly frustrated. Blackboard breakdown on me cause i was mid typing when it suddenly closed window by itself. OMG. Screw it man, fcuk.

And now, after retyping all over again ONLY im gonna start revising for MAF. Yes bitches, so much for last minute work. It sucks.

Boohoo me. :/

Baby's gonna be busy with his volunteer work tmrw and i would be dating projects with groupies. School's projects such a shiattt. Shuddap alr.

i will soon learn to love wednesdays.

2010-11-25T02:25:00.000+08:00

heavy showers outside. but im safe and cuddly at home. school's for tmrw and loads of things to do. i realise my blog's empty and decided to atleast try and revive it. anyways, school's okay so far and im gonna try score for my exams this term. gonna work baby work! i missed my friends and my hobbies! hoho. i wanna go kayakking lah, soon maybe soon. and yes, december is gonna be long for me. baby's going overseas for attachment.  on a lighter note, im gonna prepare myself for his ns phase next year.  god, let december 13 wait for awhile. Mobile Blogging from here . [Posted with iBlogger from my iPhone]

toy story and research

2010-11-24T23:01:00.001+08:00

Its 10.59PM and im watching toy story 2 on tv2. Feeling so tired right now but kinda gonna stay up late.

Anyway, gonna go school early tmrw for projects. :) hopefully, its a good day for me tmrw. 

i'll never be another girl.. :)

2010-11-02T07:29:00.000+08:00

you accept me for who i am, you loved me for me.

thank you for being that person that i know who would catch me when i fall or leaped. You've been here all along and for as long as i could remember, its always been us.

its 20102010

2010-10-20T22:55:00.000+08:00

all i put together, to make myself feel occupied, contented and love.

you weren't there, that's a shame

Kisses & hugs for 20102010

2010-10-20T19:41:00.001+08:00

We'll miss these.. :)

2010-10-20T13:32:00.001+08:00

hungryyyyyyyyy but..

2010-10-20T07:18:00.000+08:00

just got back. had a little shock just now with baby a. but it seem to be okay after that. Alhamdullilah. :)

anyway, feeelinggggg so hungryyyyyy right now! gahhhh! how eh? cannot eat lah, later fatty boom.

urggh, so random tonight. my tummy's tiring my mind from all this thinking. gotta go now.

toddley doos!

hot afternoon

2010-10-19T20:26:00.000+08:00

at cousin's place, just chilling. its hot here but its raining like cats&dogs at sengkang. isk, isk. anyway, its pretty awesome to catch up with cousin darling although she's stressing for her Os. hehe.

its so good that im so over that phase but, i do wished i could have done better. :/

anyway, gonna wait up for babylove till 4.30 and then head back together.

till then, loving each one to bits and pieces. 

Mobile Blogging from here.

in the child's eye

2010-10-16T00:44:00.000+08:00

right now waiting for cinema 4 for child's eye. better be good! anyways, trying out my new app here. hehe. :)

Super invention

2010-10-12T16:16:00.000+08:00

this is so cool, right?? A Nail Art vending machine!! This is coolness!

tale of a girl.

2010-10-10T15:11:00.000+08:00

changing the status of one's blog wont affect much on the world. Quit being stupid and arrogant. Friends wont stay long, not till one fine day they stabbed you in the back with your eyes looking straight into their soul. Family is priority too and cash don't last long. Stop waiting for the day you're gonna get slapped with something that will break your pathetic little "fragile" heart cause this is what you've asked for once upon a time.

Take it from me. Its not worth the effort to break the close bond within you for something outside your own.

thoughts that dont count

2010-09-16T00:05:00.000+08:00

sometimes i wonder if our past is just really part of a dream that only me can remember although there's always someone else.

sometimes i wonder if you still remember those past years and decades of memories we had, even when I did.

sometimes it pesters me to think if that you were just part of what I would want my life to be imagined as.

but sometimes doesnt always happened.

Present is much happiness, more than everything. Lot more than asked.

counting at 4.

2010-09-13T22:46:00.000+08:00

its the fourth day of Aidilfitri and its my second last paper. how cool? It sucks when everything else clashes together but hey, life is adaptable is some way or another.

Gonna go bowl tmrw with honeypie! Boom, boom! Gosh, spent the first three days of Aidilfitri really well. Met people i dont get to see everyday like my sisters from Bukit Panjang. hehe. :D

GAHHHHHHHHH!!!! Now, im straining my brain with MS. Go, me GO!

And to love, i love you. Now, you know it all about me.

its an early tuesday morning.

2010-09-07T00:43:00.000+08:00

I love my man.

&& yes, let the exam fever begin!

Misty rain without the heat

2010-09-03T15:38:00.000+08:00

Im gonna celebrate and start 2011 without babylove. It is official. Sobs.
Baby, i am gonna miss celebrations with you. :(

the moment has arrived...

2010-07-15T22:20:00.000+08:00

The Power Mac is finally fixed! :D Yay. Mommy's using lappy outside and Im watching Drop Dead Diva. OMG! Anybody knows where I can catch it online? Pls tag me the webby pls.

Anyway, tmrw's friday. THANK GOD. I need my break. Got a lot of projects to settle tmrw & Powerpoint slides to hand in. next week formal presentation, shiats.

- nights.

predator nc 16

2010-07-11T22:20:00.000+08:00

watched predator yesterday with babylove, mommalove and daddylove. AWESOME! I hate predator but yesterday was not bad. I hate predator because it's just too much violent and skin tearing session. Ugly sight! Anyway, movie was fun yesterday because Louis Ozawa Changchien was in it!!! Handsome, Japanese dude just made the movie all soft and fineeeeee.

Haha. I love family outings. :D BTW, tonight is the WC FINALS DARRS! Wooooo, Holland vs Spain. Im going orange tonight because I hate Spain for winning Germany. F that and the octopus. Sheesh.

Okay, so tmrw's my purchasing presentation and IM NERVOUS!! BECAUSE MY PURCHUSING KNOWLEDGE SUCK TO THE CORE AND FURTHER IN!!! F. Shucks, im just too afraid of the QnA. Not forgetting, THIS COMING WEEKS IS THE PRESENTATIONS WEEK AND THIS TERM I SLACK BIG, BIG TIME! :s Thinking back, its time to panic big time. I haven't been doing my revisions and shits, projects are eating me up halfway through.

Gosh, gosh, gosh. I need a time away.

Oh man, I wanna go watch movie already and spend some time alone? Isk, isk. I dont know. What do you call that?

i want to but I wont be

2010-07-08T18:58:00.001+08:00

I wanna be pretty just like any girl, but well, Life's too simple.

I just wished...

No one can tell.

school, tell me whats new

2010-07-07T13:03:00.001+08:00

currently in school right now. To be exact, Im in access comm lab 10. Doing some Purchasing discussion actually. I feel alieanated to the max. Anyway, im so free right now and I drew something. Heeee. Must be more creative next time and must soon stop this silly child's play.

PS: CLICK PICTURE TO SEE IT MOVE!!! HEEE.

balls.

2010-06-28T23:04:00.000+08:00

yes, that's my current status. f-c-u-k. having flu thanks to HAIRUL. Kills me. Finishing up on some deadlines and Im burnt for. I need a longgggggggggggggg break. (tak habis habis lo!) Watched movie last Saturday with familylove and was awesome. Had a cum-father's day celebration too. :D Anyway, i got to meet Adik's gf. Sweetie, :) She got my name too. Hehehe, coincidence.

Anyhoo, gotto finish up on some stuffs. Gonna watch some more movies soon - Eclipse, Karate Kid, Killers. Waaaah. Haha, believe me i never liked Twilight, AT ALL but the trailer was very intersting. Ouuuu, must watch "shark-boy". Haha.

Good night, y'all!

this close to losing it.

2010-06-23T23:50:00.001+08:00

tummy feels like being kicked around. How eh? Go school or not? 9-11am only.... -.- boomz.

i wanna do this, i wanna do that

2010-06-23T13:22:00.001+08:00

Still in school, still on break actually. Well, to be really direct Im at the school library just completing some stuffs waiting to be submitted next week. Fcuk assignments. They carry so much weightage and stress. I grumble everyday about my life and i learn to found out that they more I say it, the more sucky my life gets.

So, hopefully Im gonna change and try to be more receptive of situations. Goodness! Little M is otw I supposed because my moods and appetites stirring up real quick. Isk, isk.

Anyway, i still have less than exactly 38 mins till the next lesson. Im gonna watch some vids and just choke.

& yes, im gonna wait for bbbylove till 6plus. :/

missing the holidays always

2010-06-17T16:59:00.002+08:00

going jb tmrw with family, uncle and babylove. :D Will be there till Sunday. And monday, its school. SUCKY.

Anyway, feeling bored from watching television. I drew something up. HEEE.

just baby, me and fat kitty, maymay. Dont worry, will draw up family potrait soon. :D

Okay, gonna go pack bag really soon. :D Am very happy because baby will be coming along tomorrow to join me and family.

I love you babe. Though we're always gonna argue and quarrel, I still gonna love you the same way degil. :D You may not realise this but our relationship has taken a step further. I hope this journey would last and that, you'll still love me the same no matter how fatter i'm bound to grow in a few years time. I love you, Hairul Degil.

This is for us babylove. :)

In my thoughts always. :D

FAT maya.

my last few days till school starts

2010-06-15T23:10:00.000+08:00

well, school's starting next week and it sucks like hell. I don't like to go school. And furthermore, during the FOOTBALL season?? WTF. Im gonna try and make baby to come here and stay over! SOON i hope. He's supporting france and netherlands.

Me: I know why you're supporting them. Its because they got players from Arsenal kan??

Baby: No lah. Netherlands got Van Perci, an arsenal player. France pulak got many Arsenal players.

Me: B, am i wrong??

Baby: *Chuckles* Heeeeee, maymay.

If you noticed, you can figure out how we can still communicate despite the different channel we used. He loves to call me, "MayMay". Whenever we talked, i ended up being called Maymay. Haha. Me on the other hand, i called him "Degil". Hahah.

Okay, okay. LAME. Anyway, im feeling so horrid and rotten lah. Everytime the holidays is here, i always always wanted to do something special like going out and spent the whole entire day with babylove. Just parting myself from school work, those stuffs you know. Hmmmm. But, wth. Its not always what you planned, you know?

I guess projects are clinging so tight on me. I know I did really, really badly for my mid sem and im gonna die upon getting the results. OH MY GOSH!!!

School's reopening is gonna hurt so much. Fcuk.

*okay, this is yet so so bedek!*

Malay movie night

2010-06-07T22:38:00.000+08:00

Watching classical P. Ramlee movie with family love. :) feeling so tired and that thank goodness, the holiday is here.. I know I didn't do well this time and there's a major need for me to improve.. Anyway, feeling chilly now. It's raining and I'm outside with mommy to "angkat Baju"... :) gd night.

for the mom i loved so dearly and the boy who i loved so much

2010-05-14T23:08:00.001+08:00

Happy mothers day to mommy and also to the rest of the mommies in the world. I know the wishes was kinda late. Hahah.

Thank you Mama for being there for me, standing by me and always giving me the inner strength i need. You were and still my pillar of strength and yes, you are the queen in my heart. We may have our differences in many ways but still, well we did manage to pull through it all. Thank you for the love and though I know this may never be enough to show it, I love you so much. :) I am grateful and very fortunate to be here with you and the rest of the family.

Happy mother's day mommy Mona. MWAHHHHH!

Alongside that, i wanna wish babylove Happy 4 years Anniversary. :D You stole my heart once before and locked it somewhere in which you still do. I love you for your flaws and your most amazing self. Thank you for putting up the fights with me, thank you for always keeping my spirits up high and thank you so much for always being there for me. Im so happy i got to see these 4 years with you. I got to know you're family and you got to know mine and I am so glad we get along well. :) I love you so much for standing up for JLC and i love you more each day. Time is just a test and hopefully, we'll make it through. Love is a never ending journey and I know we can make it through it all. You and I have faith in that and we both know if we keep holding on, we will make it.

May Allah blessed us and shelter us from harm. May Allah always protect the ones I love and give them the strength they need. Amin.

do re mi

2010-04-19T22:32:00.000+08:00

its the first day of school but yet i feel so, so sleepy and tired. Die lah, how to survive the months of this semester!!!!!!!!! God.

fcking tiredness is not much helping me. Im done with jogging today. Let's pray hard that i'll keep up to this routine everyday like my hockey days! :/

My sayang long time sleep already uh!!!! Give me miss call, but when i called back he was already asleep lah.

Isk, isk.

I am thinking of skipping session tmrw. But anyways, am meeting baby in both morning and afternoon. HEEEE!

uneven monday

2010-04-19T15:08:00.000+08:00

going mall pretty soon to get some stickies for school. I got home longgggggggggg time ago after having to go lunch with mummylove and adklove plus akmal. :D Had KFC. Isk, i think KFC like getting not nice much eh? Idk lah, taste buds changing eversince im knowing that my pay is eventually coming. YAY.

Its the SP's pay that excites me but till then, sabar je lah aku ni. Anywayyyyy, lecture was 9-11 today, Operations Management. Wth.

Im gonna pray so much that I'll learn to love the subjects I've selected and the course I choose. May God gave me the strength, mind and heart for this journey of mine. Amin. Heeee.

Im feeling all shakey after today. This is nothing I've learnt so far. Since im taking Jap, that makes em more nervous. Isk, isk. If Jap is good, then I may intend to take french next. Teeheee.

Alrighty, gonna go mall already before it rains.

sunday, sunday, sunday and tmrw's monday.

2010-04-18T22:05:00.000+08:00

my head is a pain and school starts tmrw morning at 9. Fook! I'm pretty much upset school holiday's over and the fact that tmrw its a whole new thing for me. Gosh, jobseeking is not doing much for me. My head's pretty warm and it aches.

Gosh, tomorrow it seems to me its all back to SQUARE 1. :/ Sickening. Sunday was pretty much boring and relax. I did nothing much of today except for some photos? Hahah.

Pretty random today. Im lost for words babyyyyyyyy.

Im gone.

2010-04-16T15:20:00.000+08:00

haha, i actually wanna blog about my timetable yesterday before sleeping but my laptop was low on battery and im too lazy to go charge it. :) But, nvm. Its cool.

I heard atleast my Biz friends are getting 2 CDSs. But, i only got 1 and Im wondering, is it normal? I dont know. School's starting next week and Orientation's on Thurs. Nervous to the max! OMG. I got Japanese for CDS and in all, Im taking 6 subs. :/

I just finished mopping, sweeping and cleaning up the house. Right now, im just sitting down, blogging and watching television. Baby finished school early today and now, he's at Compass with his friends. Grabbing something to eat. :/ Okay.

Anyway, tonight I might be going out with Love. :)

timetable's out already.

2010-04-15T13:23:00.000+08:00

I've waited for so long and finally, i got to see my timetable. Well, Im not particularly very happy but neither am I very sad either. Lesson's start at 9 everyday except Tuesday.

So, i have 5 subjects in total, including my Japanese CDS. Haha. So, unlike baby, lessons this time is mostly like an hour?... Yup.

And IF I'M NOT WRONG, i think im in class 2O02. :)

taking chances

2010-04-14T22:15:00.000+08:00

okay, i just got back from seeing babylove. Ever since school starts, he look so shagged. Poor boy. He's too worried about scoring well this semester. We talked about his day and mine and still, i see the long traffic jam at the back here, on TPE.

Here's rather random. I think im turning in soon. Headache. :/

I wanna go travel. YAY! CAN'T WAIT FOR FRIDAY NIGHT! :D

come on over baby.

2010-04-14T18:19:00.000+08:00

mummylove cooked fried chicken and spinach soup. Yummy! Im hungry, hungry. But, im probably bringing Akmal downstairs for his evening "main--main bawah blk" session dgn babylove.

Baby Hairul just texted me and asked if i am alright and if i wanna go see the doctor. Sweet... :) Teehee. My adorable babyboy. :) I love you boo.

Now, are you under my blk already yetttttttttttttttt?