babylove.

HOPE

by Avery Robertson

Fiery night, windswept days, a heart that bleeds hands that pray. Future is unsure, I live within the 'now' every moment passes slowly, still I survive, somehow. Within his dark eyes shines the ethereal moon, he whispers low and soft, "Soon, my darling, soon." The constant beating, of my ever faithful heart holds the fragile promise, "Never will we part." So, the steady rhythm of my hopeful life goes on, now within my hands I hold life... my past already gone.

i had a good time today. had two things i've been like craving badly -

Cadbury BlackForest & Yong Tau Fu.

wee. Went compass in the afternoon with dad, mum & bro.

After sending ariq, went to have lunch at Banquet and then, walked around and goes

to the library.

blablabla. met bb in the lrt with dad around. hee. pretending like he's some kind alone.

anyway, had a good time is already great already righttttt.

so, yea. baby came over and doodle doodles in the night, he went home.

so, YAY! very bagosss.

12th May 2006

picture tells tales.

Yong Tau Fu!! (craves granted- thnks to family) Cadbury BLACK FOREST!! (craves granted -thnks to baby.)

my faithful best friend - MAYA.

meow , i love you.

Brother - Zack

My Boyfriend - Jap

My Jepon-Hitler - Ariq

The Thing - Afiq.

words explains through signs

sayonara.

i had eyes only set for you.

you & me more of yesterday's.. more of yesterday's..

JOHNNY DEPP

David Beckham

ey, haven't i told you before that my most all-time

favourite stars are JOHNNY DEPP and DAVID BECKHAM?

hee. hubba-hubba.

they just got the factor that chills and magnets my attention.

oh my oh my.

but , hey.

theres this one boystar thats far more seducing and forever

smittening me. The guy who im always wanting to meet would be my

dearest baby, Hairul.

And guess what, he's no superstar dreamer.

He's a boystar for real.

i love you.

heee.

**im too lazy to update stuffs today.

all im wanting to say out loud today is just about JOHN and BECK.

sayonara.

ps: mas, handsome kan Johnny Depp??

i love hubby! afeeqah ; munirah ; dinah picture perfect anggerik ; mawar ; delima A ; M ;D sweet the girls azza wasn't looking, i wasnt behaving hee. the boys we're caught baby look small left unfocused syg buat aper tu? ASHes 17th birthday! afeeq & muneeq rea , jap & hel.

uhhuh

lols.

him

hello,im on the move to turning 17.

today, another good day to be written down

in my blog.

heee. i did something i wasnt expecting to do.

Actually, i had a family function to attend today

with my parents and after a few minute changes, Mas called again

to confirmed if im going to Ash's birthday party later on at 4.30.

At first, i said that i've not confirmed. But then, after knewing my parents had

cancelled the plan we planning to do, i decided to to go.

Called Afeeqah and asked her to come along because she was

also invited.

blablabla, we've confirmed everything and then, i was on my way

to meeting baby downstairs.

After siap-ing sana sini, went down and walked all the way to the bustop opposite PP

and met afeeq under some blocks.

Walked our way into and through the void deck and not confirming where his house is.

Then, met Azza wondering under the void deck saying she was waiting for Ayu.

So, went up first and realising we were the first to reached Ash's home at 4.35.

hee.

at first we were thiking is this correct.

Level 3 or 4? Then Azza was asking, which level do you guys wanna try at.

So, remembering that ash's house was no where near a carpark, we tried level 4.

And, it was untill we kept saying Assalamualaikum a few times and seeing his mum and dad inside.

yes yes, we waited for the rest to come and actually, we had to be there before ASH comes home

because it was supposed to be a big birthday SUPRISE!

first, we were waiting for everyone to come which was like about only 10 people.

Then, planning to hide our shoes and hidding ourselves in Ash's bedroom.

So after doing so, ten of us all sat on his bed and quitely waiting for him to

enter the room.

We waited for like 1 hour and he wasnt home yet and we were all hot and already noisy,

luaghing and giggling. Funlarrr.

Then, reaching 6.15 Ash came home and as soon as he enters his bedroom,

we shouted SUPRISE!!!!!!!

he was half shocked and half not awake.

i dont know if he is really shocked. Perhaps he was too lost to show his emotions.

(is it , ASH??)

So, haha.

after that, we ate and feast on the foods that were earlier prepared and nicely dined on the

dinner table.

Mee, rice, chicken and some currypuffs. - nice!

after eating some were already playing some passing-around-message-game while some watched tv -

Kung POW!

i like seeing the baby tongue bluekking out.

anyway, after eating we had the cake ceremony.

everyone was singing both english and malay one after the other.

It was cute & loud.

Very crazyy.

We were already taking photos and laughing taking some candids.

So, yeaa. - had a great time at Ashes house.

After the whole thing, everyone slack.

Baby and the boys were playing Xbox:Fifa 07.

We were like sitting lazily at the couch watching them competing themselves.

hee.

around 8.15, we went home.

Me and baby walked home carrying the plastic bags his mum and dad gave us.

Went to prime to bought some chocolates for my own eating pleasure.

haha.

anyway, i had a great time.

Got to meet my friends and at the same time spending time with baby.

Happy 17th Birthday ASHY!

you're my irresistable;

nothing could make me deny you.

sayonara.

im hunger for what

i partially need.

today was good.

went out in the afternoon, walking no where.

Sat down somewhere and

start talking.

Talked about matters that were totally-out-of-the-world.

yeah, it rained heavy today.

Stop-go;stop-go.

Couldn't just stop.

Saw two beautiful yellow birds flying around the block in circles.

The birds seemed so lovingly attached to one another.

Wherever the first one goes, the seconds follows.

Sweet isnt it?

Anyway, mum came down.

We talked a little and only realised that its already 5.

So, we went to makan at MacD.

Had ice-creams with fries.

yumyum.

It chillness of the heavy pour, im feeling devouring myself.

Hee.

Anyway, im still wanting to watched this epic movie.

The movie looks too good to be too comical& hilarious.

It just excites me keep me wanting badly to watch, whenever i saw

the advert on the bus and tv.

Ouhhh; i hope the movie is still available to be seen.

Bb , on the other, wanted to watch Ghost Rider.

Well, the movie looked quite good as well but im just like so

already interested with Epic Movie.

And, you notice that star actor from Ghost Rider - Nicholas Cage.

he looked so good acting in that movie.

anyway, to shortcut things through - we had a great time when

baby came over to my place and watch The Hot Chick on Ch.5.

We cooked some meals and watched tv at the same time.

Oh man, i never could imagine what the hell might

happen to me if im turned that way against myself.

urghh, it'll be like so sedih.

so, blablablabla.

after baby when home i watched Gubra.

tak paham langsung sak aku tgk cerita tu.

Its like , its hard for me to catch the ball. So, what happens in the end?

You know, i still prefer Sepet.

Its nicely putted to make audiences understand and feel.

Romance.

keeping me hungry,

i'll ask for more.

sayonara.

okay, it was the 1st day of CNY.

So, most shops closed down and only left with MacD and LJS.

Bought food from MacD and ate it somewhere else.

After eating, went to the 6th floor of the carpark

and we started singing some songs and laughing here and there.

Sat at the end of the wall.

Listened to some radios and talked about stuffs that

was something out of the blue.

The wind was strong and bb was starting to like feel the rain.

Drop by drop i started feeling it on trickling on my

surface.

So, blablabla.

Bb went home for a while and then met again at night to play some sparklers

and hang out.

So, there was like 3 people - Adik, me & syg.

Were playing bunga api and then people started looking down

at us from their windows.

It was bloody irritating and it was something like we did wrong.

Yeah, late after that mum came up and brought dinner.

Hee.

Adik brought along candles and soon, we started to forgot

about those people who were looking down on us.

We ate dinner with the candles litted and nicely placed

in two rows ; parallel to one another.

Romantic i'll say.

Hee. Really, its beautiful with what we'd done that night.

After eating, we chatted a little and played rollerblading and some cards.

Soon, it was already 11 and bb had to go cause we're under 18 and

like police are around hunting on us.

Went home, get washed and and watched Sepet.

ouhh my god, that show was like nice and sweet-lovinng.

Romantic+totally beautiful.

but, it was sad to watched how the guy tried to get the girl of her dreams.

The girl he'd been waiting for all his life.

:((

anyway, it was late by then.

Watched Italian Job on the Cd till late -3 am in the morning

and finally, hit the sheets.

sayonara.