babylove.

right now, im watching Pinggiran Ramadan. I hate the fact of watching the show at first but after watching, i find it pretty nice. Currently doing nothing. Just blogging and surfing the web. That is, if im looking for something. Right now, im blank. Tmrw going out with sayang to Geylang. Somehow, i feel like i dont have much to talk about after this. Unlike the past two days, i'm rather dimmed today.

Now, mummy's calling me already to teman her angkat baju. :) So, i will. Heeee, will go now.

Good night, all. Sleep well.

im watching The Mummy, still. Been watching this movie every damn day eversince the holidays started. :) Everyone's getting tired of it. Selain MIO maseh main cerita tu, selain tulah tak stop. LOL. Anyways, while im blogging here and exercising my fingers with my eyes watching the television, im rocking Muhd Akmal's cradle. Yup, call me multi tasking but it benefits tau. :)

So, today's weather was very cooling. Just came back from seeing baby just now. His mum gave lauk lemak and agar-agar. Thank you. My mum just started cooking after done renovating adik's room and mine. Mum's such an art. She's creative. Even maymay loves the way she arranges the furniture especially for the little furry babe. :) I babysit akmal today. I entertained him, i put him to sleep. :) Teeee, but i know it wouldn't be for long considering the experiences I had with this guy. :(

Tmrw's going out to find baby's baju kurung. Prolly with Ucu and meeting cik mar later untuk buka. But, its still yet to be confirmed. But, definitely, i am going out tmrw and berbuka di luar besama si sayang. For me, mum had my outfit made by a friend of hers. Tempah like that. :) I had green and white. But family's theme would be green. Hehe.

Believe it or not, its been a week since we start fasting. Cepat kan?? Pejam celik, pejam celik. Dah dengar takbir Raya yang sayu. Dah malam raya. Heee. Raya night is fun. Everyone's all excited for the next day and everyone's so busy preparing things for tmrw. Including this year, its the 3rd year me and baby celebrate hari raya together. Busy with finding matching colours outfits to look pair. :) But there is once we wore the same colour before when we were back in secondary 2, i guess?? Or was it secondary 3? Not sure, but I know we both wore black. :) That time, we hardly talk to each other because we're not close at all. I mean, just the usual 'hi' and 'bye' only. Funny how we became close eversince.

From friendster, to msn, then to movies, then to sms, then to phone calls, then to meet ups, then to dates and then to this status we're in. Teeheee, Ramadhan can mean so many things.

Okaylah, i wanna continue my Mummy frenzy. :)

obviously when i use Machintosh to blog, it seems fine until i use Windows. Gahhhh!! Geramnya.

Okay, baby just went back and Im watching Hati Malaya on TV 2. I switched off all the lights and its all dark in the living room. Yes, im in the living room watching tv and eating pisang. :) I hope my date with baby, nani and arie next sunday jadi, OKAY??? Sundays, sundays, sundays. Its detox. Surely, it is. :) I wanna go to flee markets like the ones they used to have at Clarke Quay. They sell good antiques. Teehee.

Gosh, my day is a real pain in the buttocks lah. People drive me insane. I wish, i wish, i wish. :( Anyways, baby surely to be home now and all ready to tuck in bed. (As usual lah!) Haha, i dont wanna watch blood diamond even if i want to cause its like terrifying lah. Truth hurts, tau!

I guess i should be tucking in to bed now. As soon as this Hati Malaya ended, im reaching for my blankies. I wanna date baby lah, must hurry before i missed. :) Teehee, tmrw Akmalien is coming and he's sure to wake me up lah! His crying, hiss kicking and his cooing. Adorablability comes with a price. haha, babylove's not schooling tmrw. && Sir Feng Ru said the meeting for class gathering tmrw is called off. :( Sad.

ISDians, we must meet soon okay? Love you all! :)

im at work and people can be such a pain. Sheesh, anyhoos, on a lighter note - its nearing buka and im going home soon. Babylove's fetching me but, he's still glummed.

I wanna eat gado-gado but I don't know what mummy cook for berbuka today. ;) NANI, AKU SAYANG KAU LAH! HAHA, today very hectic kan?

Selamat berbuka semua. Will be back later. :)

ohhhh, its sunday. GAHHHHH, so im working. So i wont be home tmrw, so i wont be free. Sheesh. Its not that i hate my job but i guess its the flaws, its common lah, kan? It should. Anyways, what to do. Atleast, im earning money. :) Had a job for which i had been working for months. Like a year in 2 months time? Yup, i hope i could last. haha.

I pray so much that tmrw's gonna be a smooth day for me. God, i prayed so hard for you to make my day better in this Ramadhan month. :) Babylove's asleep like an hour ago and he's probably in dreamland already. Will be meeting him later, very very soon. Hoping we could do something together in Dreamland. haha! Heeee, boyfie, boyfie. We never slept so late eversince we go steady. Last time, we used to talk for hours and hours till 4 or 5 am. Haha, but now, we're both sleepyheads. :) Heeee, tkpelah. Easier for my eyes, i assume. :)

Okaylah, im turning in now. :) Must wake up 4 hours later for sahur. Teehee, then sleep again then wake up again to go to work. Yay, dad's sending me. So, again, im gonna pray so it won't rain tmrw. :)

Sleep tight sleepyheads.

Living on a Prayer (Extract) - Bon Jovi

She says: We've got to hold on to what we've got

'Cause it doesn't make a difference

If we make it or not

We've got each other and that's a lot

For love - we'll give it a shot

We're half way there

Livin' on a prayer

Take my hand and we'll make it - I swear

Livin' on a prayer

Honestly, i think this song is really sweet and all. I like it so much that i took the intitative to extract the lyrics. :)

hey all, im back from geylang. Kak Nani ask me to meet her later at night at Geylang but i just came back. And so, im unsure. Hehe, marah miss tupai. *winks*.

Anyway, geylang is forever penuh dgn orang orang mcm saya yang sibuk mencari makanan untuk berbuka. :) Cabbed there and back - so, its alittle easier. :) About 30 minutes or so more to go before BUKA! I bought kebab, nasi ayam goreng and dendeng! YA!! Its the usual ramadhan craves lah katakan. :)Nyeh!

&& i saw hetty serlene. :)

to bbylove, Otah-Otah long queue. So, i didnt buy it. Sorry, love! But i buy kebab, can? :)

AGAIN, my blog's a problem. Ahhhhh, sesungguhnya aku berpuasa. Isk, isk. Anyway, assuming i just woke up 2 hours ago, im still in a sleep-mode state. So quiet, so stunned. Already have plans in mind.

i will be going Geylang Sipaku Geylang later!! With ucu, cik mar, adik and bbylove. :) Wahhh, i hope its fun. They say its different, now with the new geylang look.

Well, im busy thinking of what to wear now and what should be done in the next 5 hours or so. :( Text baby and just texting. Probably inviting him over like any other weekends.

Will go now and will be back later. Gahhhh, im working tmrw like any other sundays. Nak buka luar Nani tupai? Heeee. && Abah's really eager to watch FD 4 3D on wayang. :) Well, must go someday. M18 tau!

finally my dear blog is working fine. not much hassle and everything seems to be okay after i've upgrade it! Darn! Anyways, my day's been good. I guess fasting makes me so free to do everything else. Right now, im a bum. Just sitting at home playing fb games, watching youtubes vids and just surfing the web. :) Exam stress are over but baby's stress are not. Bby akmal's not gonna stop crying until he sleep. So, im living a day job. Mum's cooking, i babysit. :) I so dont like it when he wants me to stand and walk around with him. :) Mum says he's like me. Except im a non-stop pain-in-the-butt kind of crying. haha, :) Thank you mummy for perservering! Respect. :)

I wonder how would it be like if i were to have my own kid and especially at this age of 19? I mind, WHOA! Hold on, i'll bet its gonna change everything. Be it good, or bad. Good thing is, i got to have a baby and a hubby. && wahh, love the nights. haha! && i have a family of my own just like any other. But considering all these, the not so good thing is you're sacrificing a whole lot of thing. Your freedom, your dating world, your youth, your intimacy of dating someone and just the fact of staying young will be affected in many ways. Having a child is very, very exciting and all, but i think if you're eligible, responsible and mature enough to handle those, then its really good for you! Its an advantage to start family young. :)

But, haha. Wth, lets not worry about that for now Missy. Lets concentrate more of other stuffs like work, school and career and financial BEFORE even thinking of getting married. :)

Watching 'howie do it' on youtube now. Haha, can't stand the prank he had on everyone. && darn it, im looking for a software for my phone. suggestions? Anyways, im turning in soon I THINK. Cause i need to wake up for sahur.. :)

Good night dear darlings, see you tmrw. :)

Little Darling Akmal aka employer. :)

YAY! EXAMS ARE OVER, JUST RIGHT NOW, WAITING FOR THE RESULTS VIA SMS! Shhesssh, && this stupid blogspot is corrupted. I cant upload pictures anymore. Gosh, is it time for me to change a new web blog??

late notices:
happy birthday Feeq DARLING! MY BFF FOR 7 YEARS LAHH!!!

happy anniersary my sweet, sweet sugar rush Hyrul! :)

On another note, here's for today:

Im sorry i cant take you in. I hope she'll change her mind and give you the chance. :) Im guilty in some way but at the same time too, i dont wanna hurt my baby. I think she's been through enough. I know Im the chance she's taken to go with but for you, you can still try. I hope its the best.

i spend my whole saturday at home - doing homework & lazing around. Im really tired, im really exhausted. Im still sleepy although i slept early yesterday! && yesterday, i babysit the 3 darling boys for 3 hours! Haha, i change dirty diapers and i put baby Akmal to sleep. Baby helped me with sleeping the baby afterwhich he passed to me because baby A woke up. :)

Anyway, back to today, Im still tired and constantly hungry. Didnt get to went out with love today cause he came over to my place for lunch. Mummy made black pepper chicken chop & i make the sauce! Adik made cream of mushroom and chicken & enjoyed it so much. Am watcing the news on 5 right now and KL is having a strike. Oh my, oh my. Whats becoming of the world today. Do you know that giant squids are swimming off the coast of California? Isk, isk. Phenomenal, must be something. Anyways (again!), Im lacking vitamin C. My flu is back and it isn't getting better. Mum bought me cheese cake & im tempted! Haha, im gaining weight like hell and im crying at the same time! I wanna be boney! Isk, baby would kill me. He says he likes me, Me. Not boney. :) Sayang jugakkan? Heeee. Im still attached to tv and im still restless. Exams are really around the corner and im like this.

Buck up, buck up. Sleep early if i must. Give it my best. Oh wells, i love baby. :)