title: uneven
date: Thursday, February 25, 2010
time: 23:18
hi all. Im playing Happy Island on facebook, my island suck like big F okay? :( Gosh, feeling so much depressed lately. Just happened to be daydreaming alot, too much. I feel like the world hated me so much and its pulling me down to earth. :( Sobs.
Anyway, i feel REALLY fat and what else, of course im fucking sad lah. Im just a bum and bums grew fatter. Negative self-thoughts. :/
I finished my year One. Two more to go and im not expecting much of it. Results are another pain in the backside. Pain, pain, pain. Im not feeling well.
Gonna put my brain to sleep for weeks. I wanna hit a gym. Anyone wanna be my gym partner?
Gosh, and i get it. This blog is so lifeless. :(
title: yes, i do.
date: Sunday, February 14, 2010
time: 14:22
title: shake your bon-bons.
date: Friday, February 12, 2010
time: 19:25
darling already left for work. Night shift today. :/ Well, i just hope his eyes can still remains awake when I meet him tomorrow for bowling session. Teehee. I love you.
Right now, i'm just watching videos on youtube and gosh, i love youtube! :D Going pp later with mumms and dadds. Might be meeting up with Sally later for some prime time meet-up! GOSH, i miss my ITE darlings like osfm, okay?
acronyms cool lah nowadays. Ha ha.
title: if only i could wind back time..
date: Thursday, February 11, 2010
time: 23:23
i feel like I'm losing myself these days. I feel like there's some things in me that isn't there anymore. We don't feel things the way we do anymore, we don't act like we used too. I'm missing a lot of things that I shouldn't be. I miss those times, i miss you.
I want your embrace, still. & plus those times we had missed.
Exams are coming super fast. I don't know if i can speed ahead. Gosh, im feeling the holiday spirit already and the itch of getting an ipod touch after exams - me and adik. Im so looking forward to the short break cause I'll be working in betweens. I think I look forward to my 20th? I dont know. :/ I'm gonna get through this phase ASAP and move.
ILY, BLH.
title: when everything else fails
date: Tuesday, February 09, 2010
time: 00:48
my blog's dead, my tagboard's dead. Poor baby M is sick with a swollen eye and she kept climbing on to the table even when we're studying. BL is asleep and i guess i should be doing that too. Gosh, i hate my tagboard and i'm thinking of clearing it soon.
too much's going on. I wanna fly free. Baby asked me out this saturday, after his work but im trying to fit my time. Im sorry honeybunch, but i'll try. Exams are coming and the pressure's getting me. Im still not touching my books yet, how bad is that? ;/
Anyway, im dying for a longgggggggggggggggggggggg holiday and a great birthday celebration to welcome my new era of life. 20 years, eeekkkkkkkk. Fcuk those who says, "hahah, old already." My mood is evolving always and constantly changing lah. Irritating. grrrrrr, not feeling so good. I don't feel like going school tmrw and right now, i feel that my blog's getting lamer and lamer.
Well, pressures aside. I shall wake up to a better morning, yes?
I love you all, good night.
title: restless days to a better morning
date: Saturday, February 06, 2010
time: 01:14
a light meal of wholemeal sandwich with cheese, ham and lettuce fills my tummy to the max and me make me happy. :) Will do tmrw. :D I wanna get a good night sleep and wake up to a healthy tomorrow and start a proper revision before too late.
im experiencing mood disorder. Its improper and really, really unpredictable. Grrrr. Jealous of iPhones but i am still considering iTouch. Teeeheee. Anyways, a month more to my 20th! Gosh, i feel older each year. :(
Moving on now and im gonna go sleep. Momma wanna use lappy.
Good night happy souls and look forward to a better day tmrw! :D
