babylove.

My holiday tern feels kinda short. Soon, its 2011 and its coming to me very very fast. As soon as holiday starts, i was at Muar staying over at my grandparents place which is something i always do every year. During the period that we stayed at gramparents house, we also went to malacca for a short sightseeing. This time, my enjoyment in kampung feels kinda short but fun. Ucu and Cik chacha family joined us for the night and it was so crazy. Some of us were still wide awake till like 5 am and we're still happily chatting. Heee.

The next day, we to the beach and just hang out. There's this bunch of mat rempits trying to "act". Hahah, amusingly annoying. Anyway, kampung is amazing. Loved every bit of it.

As soon as I came back to SG, i spend the days with the boys at home, chatting with love at times and most of times, watching dvds. Haven't even start of projects and that suck. Forgive me but my spirit is still "ho-ho-ho "ing away.

AnywaY!! My weekend start out awesome. Yesterday, we went for an early morning swim in the morning. The sensation of touching the water in the early morning just send shivers down your spine lah.

At night, we went to have dinner at Arnolds with ucu family. Then, we head to changi to hang out. The wind was breezy yesterday night. The sound of the airplanes running off the tracks is just so cool.

So, we head back about 9 plus cause the next day adik would be working. So, at home i practically just watched more movies on tv.

Then today, woke up early in the morning and head down to little india for breakfast. We walked around at City Square and then to Mustafa Centre. Always always packed. :/ Bought some of my toiletries there and off to Ang Mo Kio for movie. Watched Gulliver's Travel in 3D and i'll say the movie is 3/5 rate. Not that its boring, its funny lah but its more of a vast imagination and furthermore, the movie is something more family-friendly.

So, a little kiddish here and there. Not bad. After movie, we window shopped at AMK hub and bumped into baby Nur and her bf. At first glance, I was thinking "that girl looks so familiar". Haha, so lucky me my mind is sharper today and tapped her on her shoulder. Terperanjat baby girl saya.

Haha. So, momma and i bought some stuffs and then we head to Jalan Kayu for dinner. I wanna have Flamingo but dad says he's sick of it. Its not nicer now as compared to the first time we tried it. So, we had Indian food. I had prata while momm and dadd had remix murtabak. Hohoho. I always wanted to try murtabak but cannot lah. Its just not appealing to me except for that time there's this mushroom cheese murtabak. SO NICE!

Yum, yum. Honestly, im not shedding any lighter. Im growing fatter by the day and im hopeless. I fail my mission. Boooooooo! So, right now im watching despicable me on Mio TV. Minion so cute. Hehe.

I guess thing's are not very good for me this few days. But however, I guess my last week of holiday is completely filled up. Let's see:

Monday: Im gonna need to attend my DCM and MAF group meeting at school. It'll take like the whole entire day.

Tuesday and Wednesday: Gonna be working at my aunt's place from 8.30 to 6pm. :( But good thing is, income's coming in babyyy!!!

Thursday: Sociology group meeting. Venue is yet to be confirmed and no, i haven't watched "Bend it like Beckham" yet.

Friday: Going out with uncle in the afternoon and in the late afternoon, gonna go pick up my precious babylove at the airport!!! :D Yes, like finally!! As it is the last day of the year, gonna go celebrate Countdown with baby like usual. :D But, i am thinking of going to the riverside instead. For a change at least, kan? As for that, the first thing i need to do is to bring babylove to see Fluffy's grave. And oh yes, as a matter of fact, Fluffy died of kidney failure on 21st December 2010.

Saturday: Attending a friend's wedding at Teban. :D

Sunday: The final day for a peace of mind before school OFFICIALLY STARTS!

So there goes the last week of my 2-week school holidays. I wished next year would be a better year for me. Better grades, better exposure and better attitude management. I gotta change. Ok?

Mwah. Gd night all.

you're seriously irritating and yes, i think you are not really concern about whats happening. Thanks ah. God knows how much this sucks for me and yet, its me who's gonna be blamed for not understanding.

feeling all mushed and flattened. Not feeling too happy about things, not feeling too excited also. i wanna go out for a short trip, a nice strolling in the park. My mind's cluttered. I dont feel the holidays. The spirit flew somewhere else.

Gonna spend the day watching dvds and what else? Blogging, researching and just sitting till my butts grow even bigger. [okay, joking right??]

anyway, the four dudes over at kedah is absent today and i got to go online with babylove just now for just awhile. JUST for awhile. Now, he's gonna go bath and get ready for their grocery shopping and dinner. While me on the other hand, gonna grab my lunch.

Momma cooked pucuk ubi lemak and ayam black pepper. Woaah, syiok eh? hehe.. Put maymay on MSN with babylove and she just continued sleeping. Lol.

Random thoughts: Im wondering if i should go catch tron on cinema with the boys? I meant, next is my last week of my holidays despite going school for projects and all. Pressure is slowly grasping my breath. v e r y s l o w l y y y y y.........

Tmrw momma plan to take the boys for swimming but considering me, im not swimming i guess? i hate the sight of my body compared to those skinny girls in their swimsuits. I kept saying my new year resolution is to lose excessive, excessive, excessive amount of weights off my body and bums. But, mission failed. Always. I got no discipline do i? haha.

anyway, thats it for now. Just browsing through my old posts, seeing the old pictures on my blog: i find it really cute. Some of which i couldn't remember at all. :D

can't make it for MAF. didn't study and this is what i deserve. The weather's pretty moody. Sucks. Gonna wrap up everything tonight. Just renewed my library loan, thank goodness.

I doubt you're reading this but i missed you.

Still studying for MAF. Its so hard to gain concentration today. It suck. Concentration level can't even reach 50%, im so dreamy and the holiday mood is already in me now. Its forever been there but somehow, its already unleashed. Lol.

Im pretty dull today and right now, im gonna go take a nice long strolling through the neighbourhood in the cooling breezy weather. Craving for cookie though. Wells, gonna make a bunch soon.

:)

baby's still away. Im stranded far away from him as possible. Im lovesick. Sigh, just got off msn with him and it sucks to know that the WIFI at his hotel keep crashing. I miss him to bits and little. Gonna go off to malaysia soon and im wondering how i could contact him. SIgh, still waiting for Friday. MAF paper got to go. Shucks, i hate it. SO much.

So, today after my DCM paper, i went down to somerset to meet up with adik and ucu. Head down to orange lantern for lunch and it wasnt bad. Well, it was my first time and i swear the "something" rolls are awesome. i had mango salad for appetizers and jasmine tea for beverage. Uhh, it was okay i guess. Mango salad was nice but i still love Flamingo's. I had grilled chicken with rice vermicelli. The chilli so sedap. LOL. So, we spent approx for 2 hrs of eating and chatting. We then head down for movie at GV after first checking over at Cineleisure. The cinema atmosphere reminds me so much of babylove. So, so much. So, unfortunately the timing was way off and we decided to watch it at GV.

Well, "Let Me In" wasn't so much of adrenaline and thrilling. It was more suspense and a puzzle kind of story. The way they twist the storyline is good but some plots were off. Like the part where the guy was stroking the women and the breasts just happen to be visible for all to see, its just so waste of time. For that freaking minute and the movie is rated NC16. Haha, crap. Anyway, i would rate it about just 6.5 out of 10. Not quite satisfied with the ending. Pretty much flattening at the near ending like "what-the-hell' kind. Not bad lah i suppose. It just irritates me that the phrase "let me in" isn't what as i expect it to be.

So, the movie lasted about 1hr++. We then head to City Square for dinner. Dinner was nice too. I hate Grilled fish, ucu had cowboy steak and adik had hawaiian chicken. Yummy. My tummy is happy today, very happy. Then after dinner, we went around the mall for awhile and ucu manage to got himself a camera. A very good basic camera. :D We helped out and it was cute lah to see us trying out the camera. I totally enjoyed my day. And suddenly, baby msged me and told he was online. I was so ecstatic and i had to rush home to my lappy.

So now here i am blogging away. Just got off the phone with baby. Sigh, hearing him is different from hearing him on the webcam. It feels more sad to me. :/ Gosh.

I miss him. I miss babylove so much. Babylove is a happy boy.

it kinda feel all from the start. Sitting by the laptop, waiting for someone to be online and finally got to chat. Feels like its the beginning, except its not.

What is that called?

13th December, baby leave for Penang. isk, Isk.

weeping me better stop it.

feels so strange, yet so different.

i love you.

Right now in the library revising for Material Management. Gonna have the test at 3 and im left unprepared. Guess its me, im not studying enough to prepare myself for this.

Woke up in the early morning today to send baby to the airport. He left for his overseas attachment in the afternoon to Penang. Sigh, lifeless me. Haha. Well, it is a good thing for him to get experience work and expose himself to the working world. Proud of him, as always. He's finishing his school soon as 2011 arrives and then off to NS. Wonder whats next for us... Anyways, as for now it is good that he's putting his heart and mind into his studies for his future careers. Wondering what's going on in his mind right now. At least i know it wouldn't be abt exams. Haha. I bet his on his flight cause he's not replying msgs.

Exams are painful, agree? Lol, gotta go catch up from where i left off just now. I got to aim for a pass for this paper. I must, i must, i must!

Missing babylove, haha.

My day's been great. Went on a longggg hike with Loves: babylove, mommalove, papalove, adiklove. Adik brought along his lovely gf to hike today. :) it was fun.

Sigh. After tmrw, It wont be easy. I sound so greasy shit and all but yes, i am sad that baby will be away tmrw for the next 3 weeks till the last date of the year. This is a great big step for our relationship and yes, we will make it.

However, i shall cheer up with a lighter note that it'll be better for his future and for us. It's a gd experience and atleast baby got to enjoy himself to a nice "trip" with his pals. :) so, im praying thr best for him and hoping he'll be safe from the moment he go till the moment he return back to SG. 

Anyway, exams are tmrw onwards and this sucks. Such a tight timing for an exam to scheduled at but thankfully, i got to sent him to the airport without worrying that my timetable is gonna rushed me. Thank goodness.

Indiana is on TV3 now, did revision on chap 2 just now and tmrw im going out. Celebrating everything we can.

I love you so much. Happy Anniversary dear Hairul. :)