babylove.

had a great, excellent & splendid week! got my exam results and they're great, alhamdullilah. Plus, a great week cause its nearing raya and guess what my baby dearest is at his most sweetest top-ranking dreamy state when he suprises me with stuffs that just leaves me blushing like blehhh! (*grinns) Okay, enough of that stupid thing in a bracket. Anyway, superbly, i got loads of pictures to upload and right now im just thinking of simply what to talked about. firstly, my results. Its great okay. FINALLY, i've achieved my goal. For once, i've passed it so well and realise i can do it if i really go for it. I've learnt a lesson and still learning on how to improve further. But gladly, overall. Im so thankful. Thank god. & i've promised myself to do better next time and i will put that on my to-do list. I feel so satisfied and never i feel so proud of what i've achieved, really. Im thankful. ;) secondly, mum made me fell in love with the shoes she bought for me. I love the black, shiny heels and it so fits my outfit for raya. PLUS, the baby tazmanian soft-toy!thank you mamakus. && speaking of raya, i did went to geylang last monday. Went there in the afternoon and was so humid and hot. I can seriously feel my head heating up under my hair. Plus, went there to accompany mum buy flowers, cloths and other needs and at the same time, with baby wanting to buy his Red baju. So, yes. His its a red baju and seluar. Hehe. So, i didnt bought any cause grandma already had my baju made-for. Its pink nad i really think it'll blend in well with baby's red outfit. thirdly, i thanked dearly loved for the beautiful things he's given me. The shoes, the sandal, the tshirts. Thank you so much. You really made me fall and dropped and rolled down the hill in my silly smile and pathetic giggles that matches my bloating red circles beneath my eyes. Thank you, i feel so delighted. Do it like the old times. Took neoprints and i love them! they just make me feel so young and nostalgic. Went fasting at nana thai @ far east with baby and friends. i still prefer Sakura though! blehhh, kaput! Then, went hunting to baby's cap cause he's been so into buying one together with a few tees and a pair of slack bemudas. Plus, he brought a NEW HANDPHONE!!! N93 and im like ******************* jealous cause its so beautiful and its a NEW phone -Thats the thing you see? Mine is old and his new, get it feep?. humph!, Anyway, congrats baby for finally getting your dream phone. Im really impressed and finally, im loving my phone. got that? PROUD OF 6230i. Hehe. lastly, i feel most beautiful today was when i was all so fucked up when baby held me close, hugging me tight and say this, "can you feel my heartbeat?".. i feel so nice and stars were already playing above my head. ouhh baby, you make my heart go boom boom bang. anyway, i had more to say. I feel so awkard when i looked in the mirror seeing myself fat! and gosh, believe me. im confused. at times, i do look as myself as normal and sometimes even, i look at myself as abnormal! omg, am i just so fickled? i mean, is it me or my mind playing tricks to what i believe? but , im at my best to lose weight and so far i;ve lost 5 kilos, thanks to dancing and music. && before i forget, i promised to post the pictures on my next post!