& yes, mum & dad got to ride on that singapore flyer!
just currently, im feeling a little low esteem. i can't seem to figure out why but i kept asking myself, 'what do people see n me?' it really is disturbing & i admits it. just today, im feeling a little nostalgic of whats happen before. with friends, exes and all. haha, its funny how it started out and all the fun times but it does hurts. it hurts real bad. for the first time when it really happens, i never thought i could move on. i was painful whipped and it leaves scars.
but, i had to confess. its the support, faith and inner-strength that helps me pull through it all. I got the faith from my best friend - mum and support from BL. this two adds to the boosting of my self-esteem to keep my inner-strength constantly pumping. god knows how painful it is for me to go school and by then, i f*ing hate it, really. i was so, so relieve when school was over for me! and i mean, O-V-E-R/C-L-O-S-E/END-OF-SCHOOL. hee.
but thankfully, i've met better people in life and came to know that there's still so much more for me to find out and go through. :) i've met someone who really made me feel appreciated and sincerely loved by with no doubts whatsoever (&iloveyousomuch:)) and a cluster of very,very nice friends.(&iloveyouguystoo!)
i guess, its the past that makes you who you are? i dont know, its a little hard to say, "uh-huhh or hell yeah"
