babylove.

had a great day just now. woke up @ 1134 am and i watched some tv before i finally bath and ate smthg. soon, it was rushing for me. haha. meet up with anime at rumbia and head of for cp to meet nabilah. so, we did like we was supposed to - discuss. after prolong discussion, nabilah had to set foot and went off. salimah & me was feeling itchy and so we went strolling around at cp. waited till its 1745 and waited for shasha at starbucks. so, shasha was working and we were sitting outside - discussing again. haha, had to came out with a few alternatives and back-up plans. so at 1800 - shasha finally came out with mala & done with their work. sweet shasha made us two drinks. :) thankyousyg! heee. and again - discuss. plus this time with shasha. after a few minutes - we were camwhoring & i swear it was gileeeeeeerrrrrrrrr fun! then, set off laughing over particularly nothing. i had fun. it was 1935 and salimah had to rush home. left shasha and mala and we were off on the lrt! meet up with love and god, i miss him like f*. haha, & im thinking of whats to happen when he's finally going NS? :( anyway, overall is - my day f*ing fun! i just enjoy hanging out with a couple of friends. :) and my week's been pretty good. p h o t o s ; ; ;

& yes, mum & dad got to ride on that singapore flyer!

just currently, im feeling a little low esteem. i can't seem to figure out why but i kept asking myself, 'what do people see n me?' it really is disturbing & i admits it. just today, im feeling a little nostalgic of whats happen before. with friends, exes and all. haha, its funny how it started out and all the fun times but it does hurts. it hurts real bad. for the first time when it really happens, i never thought i could move on. i was painful whipped and it leaves scars.

but, i had to confess. its the support, faith and inner-strength that helps me pull through it all. I got the faith from my best friend - mum and support from BL. this two adds to the boosting of my self-esteem to keep my inner-strength constantly pumping. god knows how painful it is for me to go school and by then, i f*ing hate it, really. i was so, so relieve when school was over for me! and i mean, O-V-E-R/C-L-O-S-E/END-OF-SCHOOL. hee.

but thankfully, i've met better people in life and came to know that there's still so much more for me to find out and go through. :) i've met someone who really made me feel appreciated and sincerely loved by with no doubts whatsoever (&iloveyousomuch:)) and a cluster of very,very nice friends.(&iloveyouguystoo!)

i guess, its the past that makes you who you are? i dont know, its a little hard to say, "uh-huhh or hell yeah"