i just woke up, barely bath too. Akmal is still sleeping, adik pun still sleeping. Baby's in school and mama went to the market. I woke up in the quiet morning with everthing so still and discreet. My tummy's still doing its churning. I bet Gastric is back again. Sheessh, gotta start taking the medicines again. Okay, anyways, feeling so blur right now.

Yesterday was my anniversary and I still havent do anything about it. I bought nothing and we didnt went out cause he's timetable ended late. And im telling you, im freaking shit right now cause everywhere I heaard, everybody's saying their timetable's a pissed. I mean, im hoping mine wouldn't end super late. Just don't want lah, can? Hais. Next week, Im starting school and Im already nervous like f.

Staying at home been's good. I enjoyed just lazing around. Imagine if i hadn't make it to poly, i prolly be looking for a job right now. But, thankfully, i Do. :)

Anyways, still i miss babylove somehow somewhere. He's in school prolly not missing me but I do. Im used to like seeing him every morning I wake up or hearing him waking me up. Haha. I bet you guys are thinking, 'wtf ? You see him everyday, so?' Haha, i know but its just different when it all happens. Blablabla.

Alright, im gonna stop blabberring further now. Going to take my ultracarbon meds now.