im watching simpsons now. that show definitely made me feel alot more better. i just got home from school. im feeling fucked. hais, i dont know how else to say it but im beginning to suck at socialising. i admit, im terrible. anyway, lets not talk about it anymore. gosh, tmrw i was like all ready to go out with baby but then, i just remember i had a briefing tmrw @ 6. hais, there goes my plan with love. a chance to finally go out, dating and shopping. :(

i think i upset him because he's looking forward to it but, hais. briefing, i need to go. why? or else, i'll get kicked out.

:( im feeling all cramped and hollow right now. im all awaiting for destination truth. baby, i miss you. i miss mama & akmal too. Heee, mwah.