hey all.  Im in school right now with Sean. :D Currently, listening to Faith Hill - How do I live.  This oh-so-sweet song reminds me of how i must learn to really appreciate and treasure Hairul.  As the days went by,  I feel so blessed and sometimes I'm lucky to be given this life.  I have my flaws, tempers and those blogshits you've been reading lately but guess what, I'm still doing great so far. :D

Teeehee. I know my tweets are giving my twitter-pals wrong impressions. They'll start asking, "are you having problems with your guy?, Does your boyfriend always made you mad like hell?". :) The truth is dear loves, it is not him and seriously, he isn't the root of it at all.  The reason for my mad post lately was because projects and deadlines are strangling me and my time real bad. It sucks.  Seriously, it makes me so mad and just copeless.  But hey, i got just through it all. :D Thanks to my group members and those people who made all this happen.  All the conflicts and misunderstandings, lets put it all back. :D

Anyway, like i was saying before, listening to this song made me feel so in love with my boy. :D teeeheee. Sometimes, i took him for granted.   I agree and I admit.  I am demanding and very evil and very much the everything you wouldn't get to see me when I'm with friends.  My point is, I'm different when it comes to him and being with my family.  With him, i'm more just complex.  I get easily angry and all.  But, Hairul's really nice to me. Despite getting scolding from him when we argue or when there's something about me he doesn't like AT ALL, he never shrugged cold shoulders and curse me in Hokkien and vulgars. :D Don't compare him with me cause haha, my mouth is somewhat EVIL okay at times?

Wells, the main thing is I love him so much and every minute with him feels great even when we're at the point of shooting each other's brains out. I feel so comfortable around him and he's been a great bestfriend. :)  I love him not only for looks but I love him because he is specially nice both inside and out.  Never let his quiet and tame look fool you because he made me feel special and so much in love.  I think there is a reason why God turned my life around once years ago when I thought my ex was that one guy.  But, haha. We broke up and yes, im very very disappointed and yes, i did cried my hearts out.  But, it so happened that I started to see Hairul and we began sharing our thoughts and stories.  I admit, i never got over my ex until i finally see how Hairul is always putting me before himself and his friends.  Hairul was there for me when I broke down and cried, a shoulder to cry on and a comforter to make me all better thinking that, "hey. i need to move on."