i feel like I'm losing myself these days.  I feel like there's some things in me that isn't there anymore.  We don't feel things the way we do anymore, we don't act like we used too.  I'm missing a lot of things that I shouldn't be.  I miss those times, i miss you.

I want your embrace, still. & plus those times we had missed.

Exams are coming super fast.  I don't know if i can speed ahead. Gosh, im feeling the holiday spirit already and the itch of getting an ipod touch after exams - me and adik. Im so looking forward to the short break cause I'll be working in betweens.  I think I look forward to my 20th? I dont know. :/ I'm gonna get through this phase ASAP and move. 

ILY, BLH.